Who's Laughing Now...?(UNDER EDITING)

Chap:18 Sorry

Layah's POV:

I pulled up to the pack house about ten minutes after I left the clearing. I didn't want to go back in there. I couldn't go. I know I seemed like a big girl but, for once , this big girl was actually scared. The guys knew how I felt about coming here and they actually cared. Also, I know we have a job to do and we can't turn our jobs down. I have to do what I have to do , I need to grow up now.

I parked my Ducati in the pack house driveway and put my kickstand down. I've been gone awhile so I wasn't surprised not that many were out. The sunset was just on the horizon and it looked beautiful ,but I wasn't here to see a sunset. I was here to take care of my business. After I put my kickstand down I say on my bike for a couple of minutes to compose myself for a minute. I didn't want to cry in front if the guys and Luke. I sat there and just thought to myself " Why Me?"

I took of my helmet and put it on the bars of my bike and got off the seat. I fixed my hair since it was messy from my bike ride and helmet. I looked up in the reddish-yellow sky and took one last sigh. I grabbed my sunglasses off o the rim if my shirt and put them on. Making sure everything on me was straight before I walked in the house was a must. I zipped up my jacket about half way ,and I re-zipped my combat boots and dusted them off. After checking everything I started off towards the door of the pack house.

Although there were people out, I could still hear the click and crunch of my boots against the gravel. Most of the people out were either in the backyard playing and training, or they were on the side and front of the house. As I walked I got a few envious looks from some of the girls. Some where " Who is she?" looks ,and some were "Why is she here?" Looks. I couldn't help but laugh because they had nothing to be jealous of. Trust me I didn't want to be here anymore than they wanted me to be here. I was also surprised that Luke didn't already tell everyone who I was already.

Finally reaching the front door the the pack house I took one last sigh of some regret for coming back and nervousness. I turned the knob on the front door and pushed it open. No one was in the living room which was a huge relief. I didn't feel like being bombarded with questions. Since no one was in the living room I tried to sneak up the stairs , but I got caught.

" Where have you been? , Why haven't you called and shut off all connection with us through mind link ? and Why did you just walk out?"

I heard from behind me. I knew those over protective voices from behind me. I turned around slowly around to meet Jace, K.C , and Jason with scowls on their faces. Boy,I was really gonna get it now.

" Okay , firstly I went to the clearing to think , Secondly, I didn't want to hear you guys yelling at me, and Thirdly, I didn't want to stay here. I answered all their questions back to them. Although I answered their questions they still looked furious.

" Why did you just walk out like that and not tell us where you're going?" Jace semi-yelled at me.

"You saw me walk out you could have stopped me ! " I yelled back.

"You can't do that Layah, you scared the crap out of us " K.C retorted

" Next time if you leave just let us know , please?" Jason said with a more caring voice.

"I'm sorry" I said back to all of them . I saw their facial expressions soften when I said that. I know they didn't mean to yell at me , they were just worried. They really care about me , and I care about them.

" You can go get settled and take a shower then we can all sit down and talk, okay?" Jace said

"Yeah and thanks guys , thank you for understanding me' I said before I walked up the stairs .

When I got to the top of the stairs I walked down the long hallway in search of my room with my bags in it. As I was walking down the hallway I noticed how many rooms It was. I counted a total of twenty normal rooms and one big room that looked like a office. So I figured my rooms was all the way at the end, because I like end rooms , I was happy to keep walking. It wasn't until I got three doors down from my room. I started to feel weak and I started smelling the most heavenly sent ever. It smelled like a mix of something sweet and an earthy smell.

I had to focus but it kept getting harder an harder to concentrate. The only thing I noticed was that it was drawing me closer and closer to that office door. When I got close enough I heard his voice. I noticed he sounded hurt and it made me feel sad and hurt too. I moved closer to the door to hear better. When I got closer I heard everything. It was Luke and he was crying.

"It's all my fault that she's gone . I should have never bullied her. It was my job to protect her and I failed. I'm sorry Layah. I know you can't hear me but I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.If you would just take me back , I promise I'll love you better than before. I'm a sorry excuse of a mate and I'm sorry" I heard him sob and cry

I never knew he felt that way about what happened. It broke my heart to hear him cry like that. But he know what he did ill forgive him but its gonna take some time. I pulled away from the door and continued to walk down the hallway. When I got to my door I looked back to the office door and still felt the pain. Before I walked in I thought to myself ."This is not gonna be easy " I knew it wasn't and I knew what I was in for ,but I have a job an that's what I'm gonna do . But staying here is not gonna be easy.

I walked in and flopped on the bed . Wow this stay is gonna be interesting......