Who's Laughing Now...?(UNDER EDITING)

Chap 20: Forgive Me...Please

Luke's POV

When I was in my office I couldn't help but cry. Yeah I knew she was staying here but it wasn't for me. I still love her but she probably hates my guts. I know I would. Every since she left I have felt like crap. I can't think straight , I need to fix this now....

I got up out of my office chair and wiped my eyes from the hard crying I've been doing. I had to talk to her. I know she hates my but I just at least want to talk to her , just once. I opened the office door and walked down the the end of the hallway to her door. While I was at her door I heard shuffling . I guess she was cleaning .

I stood there for about two minutes before I knocked on the door. There was more shuffling before a voice called out

"Who is it? her sweet angelic voice called and asked me

I couldn't breath for a second. This was gonna be the only time I have talked to her after she told me who she was. I had to answer back, so I did.

"It's Luke" I answered back scared and nervous

I really hope this goes well....

Layah's POV:

"Who is it?"I asked

"It's Luke" the voice answered

I froze and stopped and dropped everything I was doing. Luke ,really? He really has some nerve coming to my room. Oh what the hell I still care for him. Who am I kidding?! What am I gonna do.

Should I answer it?

Should I tell him to go away?

Should I say I don't want to talk now?

I knew I couldn't fight this any longer. Everything in me was telling me to go answer that door. I felt I was being pulled towards him. Towards the door!

I had to answer back, I just had to.

"Luke?" I asked with uncertainty in my voice.

Why am I so scared? Especially of him? IM AN ALPHA FOR PEED SAKES!!

I can handle this.

"Umm, y-yeah. I was wondering c-can we please talk for a minute?" He said back. I can hear his voice cracking like he was gonna cry again.

I'm brave I can do this.

"Uhh, umm just a minute. Hold on"I answered back. I straightened up the room a little more before opening the door. I walked over to the door and sighed before opening it.

I reached to the knob , twisted ,and opens the door. When I opened the door I almost stopped breathing. He looked so pitiful . Red tear stained eyes , a runny nose, and a sad and nervous expression.

He had his head hanging down. When I opened the door he looked backup at me. I couldn't help but feel bad. He looked horrible. Part if me was telling me

"Don't talk to him remember what he did to you!?"

The other part of me is saying

"Help him , love him! Can't you see he's hurting? Do you want your mate in pain like this?! Fix it!

I was snapped out of my daze when he spoke. But this time when he spoke it was barely audible. I guess he didn't want me to see him broken like this. It was really sad.

"Um I j-just wanted to talk for a minute. But only if that's okay with you I hope?" He raised his forest green eyes to mine and asked.

"Sure , yeah come in in" I said as I stepped aside and he walked in the room. I wasn't supposed to be sympathetic to him. I'm supposed to be cold hearted and blunt and that's what I'm trying to do. But there's just something about him that just feels like he's truly sorry. I should just give him a chance, right?

I walked in and closes the door behind me and turned around. When I turned around he was facing the window with his head down. I spoke and he lifted his head up.

"What is it?" I asked sounding rather harsh. I saw him flinch a little because of my tone,but he replied.

"I'm sorry....."he said in a barely audible whisper

"Excuse me?" I asked again

"I said I'm sorry"he looked up at my with his lip trembling like he was about to cry.

At first I was taken back I knew he wanted to say something but that was quick.

"Luke , I don't even know If I should fo--"

"Please just give me one chance? Please just one?"he begged me .

"Alright,fine"I surrendered

He looked at the bed then back at me.

"May we sit down ,please?" He asked. Okay i know that you're thinking. What happened to the tough Layah? I thought you said you were gonna be harsh? Why are you giving him another chance? Come on, if somebody came to your door nearly crying begging to talk to you would you treat them like that? Huh? I didn't think so. Hey! Don't judge me.

We both sat down on the foot of the bed in silence until he spoke again.

He was sitting by the window.

"I know I don't have that much time so here it goes. *sigh* Ok Layah I'm so sorry for everything I've ever done to cause you pain and hurt. I just thought that if I did certain things it wouldn't effect you as much as it did. When you left the pack house that morning I didn't know what to do I couldn't focus straight , I couldn't eat, sleep or think. Everything I did I couldn't stop thinking about you. You were the only thought on my mind 24/7. Ive always thought you were beautiful but instead of worrying about my mate I was worried about my ego. You're everything that I could ever want in a mate. And I just want you to please forgive me ? I can't live with myself if you don't. Layah I-I I love you."

When he was done I could do nothing but sit there in shock. I heard sniffling and I looked back up and he was crying. He was crying hard too.

"All that I ask is that we can start over, please?" He looked at me through Red tear stained eyes.

"I'll forgive you but I will never ever forget. You did me wrong Luke. And I honestly don't know why I'm forgiving you. You're lucky I came here to help because I didn't have to at all. Right now I don't want anything to do with you, but for the sake of this pack we're gonna have to come to some kind of agreement. Understood" I said in a stern voice

"Yes, can we just start over .ill do anything to win you back. Please I'll make it up to you every second of the day" he said while standing up and walking to the door.

"I'll do anything Layah , you may not feel the same way but just always remember ill make it up to you . Just remember Layah I'll always , always love you"with that last line he walked out of my bedroom door and closed it

Even though I didn't entirely feel the same way I felt sympathetic. He hurt me and I can't forget that, but I'm here for a reason and I plan on keeping my promise.

Even though he couldn't hear me anymore I said under me breath

"You'll have a lot of making up to do...."

Oh boy......

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