Before She Knew

Chapter 11 - Tears Fall

Chapter 11

A few weeks had gone past and today was the last day with the boys. I woke up sad and even cried a bit. Niall and I had grown so much closer and it felt like half of me was going to be stolen. I looked to my side and forgotten I stayed with Niall. He looked so peaceful sleeping. So innocent. I didn't want to leave him. He woke and gazed into my green eyes. He smiled and played with my hair.

"I don't want you to go," he said.

I looked away and felt tears form. He wiped them away.

"I really like you Avia. You're perfect. Your hair, your eyes, your freckles dotting your nose. Your body is simply flawless. I don't what to leave either but it'll only be for a couple months. You can come see me spring break sweety."

"I wish that was sooner. I guess you need to pack. It's almost noon and your flight leaves at 3." I got up wearing one of Nialls tshirts and shorts. I went into the bathroom and washed my face, my eyes red from crying last night. He came in too wearing no shirt and kissed my neck. How much I wanted him. But I wasn't ready for anything like that.

He started undressing to take a shower and I walked out.

"You can stay in here, babe," he said to me.

I shook my head. "It hurts too much."

I changed into jeans and a sweatshirt of Nialls. I took Niall's suitcase and started packing for him. Smelling his shirts. They smelt like home and warmth. I heard the water turn on and sat down on the bed playing back the memories we had together in my head. Oh how's these past weeks have changed my life. I admit we were probably starting off too fast and moving way to quickly but he would be gone from me for months. I had to have this type of relationship with him or I'd lose hope and wonder if he still liked me.

I must have been sitting there for a while because Niall walked out of the bathroom and touched my shoulder. I looked up abruptly.

"You okay?" he asked worried. I nodded and got up. I went into the bathroom and tried to tame my hair when he was getting dressed. I just couldn't bare to look at him knowing I wouldn't see him for a while. I know it's pathetic but he's the very first boyfriend I've ever had. Well, still not my boyfriend. He's never asked.

I throw my hair in a messy bun and a sparkly headband. I knew Niall didn't like make up so left my face plain. I walked back into the room and Niall was packing still. I hugged him from behind and he turned around and kissed me softly.

"Is there something you want to ask me?" I asked him.

"Um, no?" He said confused. I laughed.

"Well I'll ask you then. Will you be my boyfriend?" I made a puppy dog face and he grinned.

"I kinda thought I already was?" he said smiling. He picked me up and spun me around.

"Now when some interviewer asks you you can say you're taken by Miss Avia Black!"

He smiled again while kissing my nose. He put me down and I looked at the clock. 1 pm. Must be going. .

I tided up his room and we walked out together. The rest of the boys were in the hallway and Harry was pouting over Amanda. She looked sad but also was enjoying his attention very much.

"Hey Avia. How was your night?" Louis asked suspiciously. I smiled and hugged Niall from the side.

"I can answer that for her. Fabulous." Zayn said laughing. "I could hear them across the hall!"

"Nah uh!" I screamed. I let go of Niall about to hit Zayn when Niall grabbed me from behind.

"We didn't do anything! I swear!" I screamed louder. All the boys laughed at me and we heard Paul walking down the hallway.

"Let's go boys!" Paul yelled. Niall looked sad. I looked into his deep blue eyes and wanted to just look at those for the rest of my life.

"Want to come to airport with us?" Liam asked. Amanda and I looked at each other and nodded fast.

Leaving the hotel was a nightmare. So many girls. The boys ran to the black van first and Amanda and I tried to calmly follow. We heard shouts of hate and happiness. Some girl was yelling that Amanda was too ugly to be with Harry and that she was going to steal him from her. I grabbed Amanda's hand and gave the girl a snotty look.

We got in the van and Amanda looked like crying. I hugged her and the boys looked confused. I gave them a 'I'll tell you later' look. They all looked down. Niall switched seats with Amanda so her and Harry were sitting together. She had her head on his shoulder. Niall put his hand in my short hair and started playing with it.

"Your hair is very soft today," Niall commented. I looked at him and laughed.

"Please. I didn't even take a shower this morning." I said still laughing. He grinned and continued playing with my hair. I looked over at Harry who looked miserable.

"I've never seen him like this," Niall whispered to me. I shook my head and mouthed Amanda. He nodded.

We soon arrived at the airport. Not many fans were outside so the boys took some pictures and signed some autographs. I grabbed Amanda's hand from Harry's and walked into the doors looking for somewhere to sit. I found a spot and sat down.

"Am, you have to understand those fans are jealous. Not even fans. You had to know this might happen babe. I'm sorry they're so rude. But you're gorgeous. I mean Harry freaking Styles likes you!!" I said basically screaming.

She laughed. "Is that a smile I see?! See babe, we'll see them soon enough. I know it's hard but we can do this. Together." She grabbed my shoulders and we hugged. Niall and Harry made their ways over to us. Niall smiled and said, "We're good."

The rest of the boys followed. Liam, Louis, Zayn, and then Harry hugged me goodbye. They each told me it was a pleasure meeting both of us. I started to tear up but needed to be strong. Harry hugged and kissed Amanda goodbye. They stayed hugging for a while. Niall finally made his way to me. He smiled, but looked like he was in pain. I smiled back the tears and kissed him. Slow, soft and passionately. He picked me up and hugged me. He then buried his head into my neck. We stayed in that same position for a long time. Then Paul grabbed Niall and motioned for him to go. He kissed my forehead, nose, cheeks, and finally my lips.

"Goodbye my love," he said shaky. "I'll call you alright?"

I nodded. "Bye." I simply said bye. Not having any feeling left to say anything else.

And he was gone. They were all gone. I made my way to Amanda who was sitting in a chair crying. We walked out confidently. Not like our hearts were just ripped out of our chests.

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