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In the faint memories~ Even now those are still pretty vague~ Even your name that I kept following isn't appearing~ That day was so clear~ Maybe you're a heartbreaker~ I'm sure you made my heart hurt~ If you look at me like nothing happened~ Then I guess everything's fine now~ I just happened to meet you~ You're like that again in white disappearance~ You pass by just like the wind~ You disappear naturally~
Mark wanted to apologize for everything he did and didn't do, tell him to forgive him, just to keep their relationship together like the strings of someone's ripped jeans. But, how could he do that, when Donghyuck is already too distant from him, too far away, too broken to be with him.
But what exactly did Mark do? He, too, also has no clue.
Mark could do nothing, but to stare at the beautiful boy, the one that asked for them to break up the night before. He didn't understand, really. He wanted to beg for forgiveness, he truly loves him.
I did it all with a smile on my face~ The traces have disappeared in my memories~ Maybe they'll come back to me~ But I'll just smile and send them back~ I did it all with a smile on my face~ No one has to be hurt~ I don't grab onto you as you go away~ I want to send you off with a smile~ With a smile on my face~
As Mark continued to stare, memories of what they both mad with each other flashed in his mind. They were all beautiful, unique, and funny. He's going miss making those memories.
Mark unconsciously smiled, he wants to go hug him tightly, and give kisses to Donghyuck's face.
"Hey babe!" a voice said, he ran towards Donghyuck.
I stood there blankly for a long time~ I weakly look at you who is far~ I don't understand why I'm like this~ Just like the day, I let you go~ I asked you "Why?"~ But you just hugged me without saying anything~ That was when I knew it was our end~ That's how you got far away~
Mark's heart dropped. So, that was the reason, huh? He had another lover, whom Mark didn't know about. He assumed Donghyuck realized who he liked more, and realized who's feelings weren't the same, so he broke it off with him.
Mark stood broken. Now, everything makes sense.
Donghyuck's eyes widen when he saw Mark at the corner of his eye. Mark gave a small smile, walking away, sobbing.
Actually, everything about you is so clear~ Your name, your eyes, everything~ (Your eyes, everything)~ The memories of me loving you~ They just bury inside my heart naturally~
Mark walked into every class, basically dead inside. This heartbreak, he took it harder than he thought.
But, he acted like everything was fine throughout the day.
I did it all with a smile on my face~ The traces have disappeared in my memories~ Maybe they'll come back to me~ But I'll just smile and send them back~ I did it all with a smile on my face~ No one has to be hurt~ I don't grab onto you as you go away~ I want to send you off with a smile~ With a smile on my face~
It was after school, Donghyuck dragged the heartbroken boy up to the rooftops.
"I'm guessing, you want an explanation, and really, you deserve one," Donghyuck said.
"Yes, I was cheating on you. But, at that time, I kind of had a crush on him, not to mention, I was still in love with you. I kind of dated him for a few months, and I kind of stopped liking you, actually. I didn't want to hurt you if I continued to have an affair with someone else so I chose to break up with you," Donghyuck explained, Mark nodded sadly.
"I-I only see you as a friend though, hopefully, we can keep it that way," Donghyuck proposed, Mark nodded slowly.
"That's fine, just leave me alone for a few weeks, probably months, until I'm ready," Mark said, he walked away.
If you want, I'll just stay, I'll just stay~ Here like this, I'll just stay, I'll just stay~
As Mark wandered back into his place, he sobbed. Little did Mark know, being Donghyuck's friend, got him falling for the boy even harder than before. He might as well die from heartbreak.
