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Has it really been five months, six months?~ Glad to see we both moved on, moved on~ Do you think about me sometimes?~ 'Cause I think about you sometimes~ Didn't know you liked to party like that~ Now you always got a drink in your hands~ 'Cause you're having fun but I'm not~
"Hyuck, isn't that your ex? Why is he staring at you?" one of Donghyuck's female friends said, pointing at the male who was not too far from him, just enough to see.
"No, he's probably looking at your pretty ass~," Donghyuck replied with a smile.
"Awww? But, I thought he's gay," she answered.
"He's pansexual, don't worry," Donghyuck said, sipping his mojito.
"Really? Well, I'm not interested, sucks to suck," she said, giggling at the last part.
Donghyuck giggled with her and saw Mark had already left.
Cause I hate to see you happy without me~ I should really want the best for you~ But you know I gotta tell the truth (Truth)~ And I hate to see you happy without me~ I know I told you that we'd still be friends~ But I see pictures of you smiling~ And I hate to see you happy without me~ (Happy without me, happy without me)~ Me (Happy without me, happy without me)~ Me (Happy without me, happy without me)~ And I hate to see you happy without me~
Mark watched Donghyuck from afar, his beautiful figure still amazed Mark even though they've already broken up. Mark smiled, he loved how happy Donghyuck looked, laughing with his friends and enjoying life.
But, Mark's smile collapsed, he realized that he wasn't the one who is making Donghyuck happy. Mark tried to feel happy for Donghyuck, while he was still the one who hasn't moved on.
Mark walked away, he needs to stop thinking about his ex-lover.
Yeah, I know it didn't work out together ~ But somehow you got me worse than ever~ I don't think about you sometimes~ 'Cause I think about you all the time~ And it's crazy 'cause honestly, I'm doing okay~ But the other ones I'm talking to don't feel the same at all, mmm-mmm~
6 months ago...
"Mark, listen," Donghyuck said.
"Hm? What is it, babe?" Mark asked.
"I-I think we should break up. I'm not as interested in you anymore. Like, I've lost feelings for you, I hope you understand," Donghyuck said.
"Oh... okay, I guess," Mark said, trying to hide his pain.
After Donghyuck moved out, Mark broke down, many times. More than Mark could count. It took him at least 3 months to fix himself back up.
Cause I hate to see you happy without me~ I should really want the best for you~ But you know I gotta tell the truth (Truth)~ And I hate to see you happy without me~ I know I told you that we'd still be friends~ But I see pictures of you smiling~ And I hate to see you happy without me~ (Happy without me, happy without me)~ Me (Happy without me, happy without me)~ Me (Happy without me, happy without me)~ And I hate to see you happy without me~
Mark and Donghyuck started to hang out platonically, after that. Mark would stare at the boy, give him most of his attention to him.
Norenmin noticed his actions but didn't say anything. Mark was actually happy for once. Why should they stop him?
Maybe I'm just really good at faking smiles~ Posting all those pictures 'cause you know that I will see~
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Full.Sun
Caption: Guess who I'm dating~! He's amazing! I'm so happy to be with him, love you baby! Next time, I'll steal your last name.
Mark smiled sadly. Pain, Greif, and his loss of happiness were gone.
Comments:
Mark.Lee: Congrats Donghyuck!
Full.Sun: [Mark.Lee] Thank you so much!
Mark felt his vision becoming blurry from tears, falling on his device.
No, Mark hasn't moved on yet.
Oh, 'cause I hate to see you happy without me (Happy without me)~ I should really want the best for you (I should really want the best for you)~ But you know I gotta tell the truth (But you know I gotta tell the truth)~ And I hate to see you happy without me (Woah, happy without me)~ I know I told you that we'd still be friends~ But I see pictures of you smiling (I see pictures of you smiling)~ And I hate to see you happy without me~ (Happy without me, happy without me)~ Me (Happy without me, happy without me)~ (And I don't wanna see you happy)~ Me (Happy without me, happy without me)~ And I hate to see you happy without me~
Mark continued to hurt himself, by spending more time with Donghyuck. His feelings are still there for the younger. But, Donghyuck has a boyfriend, and he was invited to the younger's wedding...
"You'll be there, right hyung?" Donghyuck asked, with a smile on his face.
"...Of course, I would! How can I miss my bestie's wedding?!" Mark said, putting up his fake smile.
"Really? Thank you so much hyung! You are the best!" Donghyuck said, hugging Mark.
Mark smiled, no, fake smiled.
Damn, he wished that he was the one waiting for him on the isle.
