Why me? (a Niall Horan fan fiction)

Chapter 22-Why me?

We all waited outside the operating room, still in pajamas, for the news. Niall had completely bitten off a part of his tongue, and he was currently undergoing a surgery to re-attach it. We were all pacing and my nails were bitten down to the nub, we were all so nervous. I felt so bad, I was trying to get the dream Niall to release me, I never meant for this to happen. A doctor came out and we all snapped our heads towards her. Her face looked concerned and her gray-blue eyes were sympathetic.

"I have some good news and some bad news. Good news is that Niall's operation went great, he should be able to form simple words in a few hours." we all sighed in relief.

"But then what's the bad news?" I asked, wondering if I truly wanted to know.

"Well, um, he won't be able to sing for a while, maybe two or three months." the nurse said, almost apologetically.We digested this, and I noticed the boys kept exchanging nervous glances. Oh well, I'll find out what's up their bum later.

"Oh, and he keeps saying "Alathan", does anyone know what that means?" she added.

"Maybe he means 'allison'?" Liam suggested. Of course!

"Oh, is that one of you ladies?" she asked the group of girls. I raised my hand and she escorted me into the room. Niall was looking at the door sadly, but his face lit up like a Christmas tree when I walked in. I rushed over to him and hugged him tightly, kissing him on the cheek. The nurse was still standing in the doorway awkwardly.

"I'll just...leave..." she scurries out of the room.

"Alathan!" Niall says happily, then frowns. He still can't speak properly, of course. I look around the room, laying my eyes on a small whiteboard. I go and find a marker and hand my findings to Niall. He smiles at me, and I see the long jagged scar on his tongue. I caused that, I caused him all this pain. I started to tear up and Niall's face turned concerned.

"Babe, don't cry. It makes me sad to see you cry :(" Niall wrote on his board, and I cried more. He was so sweet to me, and I gave him this ugly scar. I felt so bad, I couldn't even put it to words.

"I'm...I'm just so sorry Niall. I can't believe this is all my fault, I feel so bad." I spoke through my tears, and he began scribbling words out on the board.

"Love, it's okay, you didn't mean to. You were asleep, you couldn't control it. At least I know you can defend yourself against anybody now :)" he wrote, and I laughed through my tears. He erased it with his finger and began to write something else.

"You still haven't told me about your dream. What happened?" he wrote, and I sat down next to him. I told him all about my dream, how he left, he gave me the note, and as I told him, I realized something. All the places I was hit in my dream, had already happened. He hit the exact places my parents hit me. I was in the middle of explaining the note when I just burst into tears, it was too much. I'd lived through it once already. Niall sat up and stroked my back, drawing circles around my spine. I shivered at his touch, I missed it so much. He wrapped his arms around me and I felt so warm, so nice.

"I love you Niall," I say, and lean in. His lips meet mine, and I felt fireworks. This was just as good as our first kiss, sweet and passionate. Our tongues met and I ran mine over the scar, I felt him shudder. He pulled away, smiling at me.

"I love you too" he says perfectly.

A/N I'm sorry these chapters are all so short, they seem so long when I'm writing them :S ill work on it guys!

lol,

Allie xxx