What did we do?

Like a chicken with my head cut off

       I woke up to an empty and quiet house but I jumped out of the bed gasping for air. There wasn't a lot of time to do everything and I felt like I was going insane. We got in late last night and I know I needed to shower but I wasn't feeling it. I didn't have the head space to do such a mundane task. So I went to the kitchen and started some coffee.

      Once I was sitting at the table with the cup i needed to breath and figure out what I was going to do. I knew I had to meet with the modeling agency at eleven but I still had two more pieces to design and get together. Which was insane. Because i only had two weeks to tailor everything to fit these models.

      And then on top of that today Taylor and Gabby were supposed to be arriving. Maybe I'd just call and check in. "Hey gabs! How's it going?" I asked. "Fine, I'm just trying to pack stuff so we can get it loaded in Taylor's car. We'll drive hers today and then we'll fly back for the wedding. Once were done with that we'll take my car back." She said. "Oh that's  a good idea, any idea when Ya'll will be here?" I asked.

      "Late tonight? We'll get to the hotel and then we can meet you for breakfast in the morning." She said. "Oh that's fine, was your roommate upset that Ya'll were moving out?" I asked. "Not really, she had been considering moving in with her boyfriend but his place wasn't really big enough. So he is gonna help her with the rent. And you know the landlord he doesn't care as long as he gets his rent on time and nobody tears the place up." Gabby said. "True, I'm so touched that you guys are going to move here." I said.

      "We'd do anything for you. You know that." She said. "I'm glad. You guys are really bailing me out of a tough spot here. The thought of hiring a stranger made me queasy." I admitted.

    "What is that noise?" She asked. "Coffee, cup number three. It's going to be a long day." I said. "Hon that's not good." She said as if I was pathetic. "Don't do that, I add milk it's hardly coffee and I need the sugar." I said. "Okay fine. I'll see you tomorrow." She said.

     "Good, okay well I'll let you get back on it. Call me in the morning." I said. "K, bye." She said hanging up. I needed food, but if I tried cooking right now it'd be garbage. So I fixed a bowl of cereal. Once I scarfed it down I went to the bathroom and took a look at myself in the mirror.

    I had dark circles under my eyes. My hair was messier than usual. I put on some makeup but I couldn't tell it really helped. I didn't sleep great last night lot's of tossing and turning. I pulled my hair back into a bun. I put on some Bermuda shorts and a green and white stripped shirt. I picked up my phone to see if Hunter would answer.

    He picked up. "Hey Gorgeous! How are you?" He asked. I took a shaky breath. "Honestly I've been better." I said. "Hang on a second. Guys I'm gonna take five." Hunter said. "Okay sorry about that, I needed to step outside. "Now tell me what's wrong." "Well I have so much to do and I'm not sure I can do it." I said.

      "Why not? I moved to Nashville and got into the music industry. I mean it was a slow process i had to start out as a song writer y'know." He said. "Yes but, you are good!" I said. "And so are you!" He said. "I don't know about that." "Fine tell me  this, what else do you need to do?" He asked. I sighed. "Well I'm meeting the modeling agency." I said. "Okay easy, then how many of your outfits are you making?" He asked. 

     "I don't know I haven't even locked up a manufacture." I said. "Well why not don't you think that is kind of important?" He asked. "Yes it is I know that. But I don't want to have the stuff made until we have an order for it. But honestly I thought I was going back home. That's why I didn't do that. I guess I just thought I was making some clothes ugh I don't know." I said. "Look, you are going to be fine. You are I promise. Call a manufacturer and then go to your meeting. And remember to breath. I love you it's going to be fine I promise." He said.