I Just Love You (A collection of Adommy one shots)

Chapter 34

[In Adam's POV]

My heart pounded in my chest. I don't want to break up with Sauli. But I do. Ugh, I'm so confused. I just need to end this before I ruin it anymore than I already have. I just don't want to have to see the hurt and pain in his eyes. The tears rolling down his tan cheeks.

Maybe I'm just thinking too much into this. Maybe I'm overreacting. But I cheated on him.

I can imagine it now. He'll be lying in bed, straining to stay awake; tired after a long flight. When I come in, he'll sit up, his eyes will light up, and he'll smile big at me. He'll start crawling towards the end of the bed. I'll reach him and let him kiss me. But I'll have to stop him. I'll have to sit him down. When he sees that I'm being serious, he'll get all serious. I'll have to tell him about how I care about him and the reason that I'm telling him this is because I care about him. I'll have to tell him about how I've started seeing Tommy and that it's my fault, not Tommy's. He'll back off for a second, thinking I'm joking. But when he realizes that I'm serious, he'll get a look on his face like he's just been told that I murdered his puppy. I'll feel terrible. He'll say, "Fine, whatever." Then he'll quickly start packing his things. And I'll just sit on the bed and let this happen like that coward that I am. I'll forget to apologize. I'll watch him drive away to a hotel until he can talk to me when he has calmed down. And the wimp will call Tommy and ask him to come over. Because I'm a coward.

I walked in, my boots clinking on the marble/wooden floors. I walked quietly, trying not to make any noise. I walked upstairs towards the bedroom. A thin light peeked from under the door. I heard a rustling. Taking a deep breath, I pushed the door open.

But what I didn't expect to find, was to Sauli in bed with Tommy...