I Just Love You (A collection of Adommy one shots)

Chapter 27

[In Tommy's POV]

I looked outside. Rain continued to poor down. When I saw the limo pull up, I pulled my coat over my head and ran out. Ashley sat in next to me. "Hey!" She said, out of breath.

"Hey. I didn't know we were sharing."

"I hope you don't mind. Everyone else has already bunked together and I almost missed the limo. Plus, it'll be time for us to get to be better friends. If we have to tour with each other for six months, we should be friends." Ashley laughed. "What's up?" She asked.

"Nothing." My voice trailed off.

Ashley gave me a condescending look. "Look, I may not have known you long, but I know that you're lying."

"Just this while pre-tour tour is tiring." I lied again. Ashley glared at me for a second time. "It's just - " I said, my voice cracking. At that moment, I let my tears run. Ashley gave me a sad look and pulled me into her arms. She didn't say anything. She just stroked my hair and let me cry into her arms. I'm happy that Adam gets limos where the front is closed off from the back.

"Do you want to talk about it?" She whispered. I sat back up again, wiping the tears away. I held nothing back. I told her about how Adam and I started dating. Out we got engaged; how I came out; how he was the first guy that I has sex with and that it was amazing (yes, I did); how he was my little piece of nirvana. I told her about how I made that terrible mistake. How I never meant to break up with him. I didn't know what I was thinking. That this was all my fault. How I want nothing more than to be back with Adam; but obviously, I can't. I told her about my dream and the baby's eyes. I told her about when I first met Sauli. I just sat there, bawling and telling Ashley everything. She just sat and listened with an understanding look on her face.

"Gosh, Tommy. I had no idea. I'm so sorry." Ashley pulled me into a hug. I never want to let go. I feel so safe in her arms. I started crying harder again. Ashley rubbed my back in circles. "Shh. It's okay. Sh." Ashley calmed me down. Soon, I had forgotten all about Adam and Sauli. I has even forgotten that I was in a limo with a girl that I barely knew. Soft music played and rain tapped on the window. I looked up into Ashley's brown eyes. Before I knew it, I was kissing Ashley.

I gently pushed her back into the seat, leaning on top of her. Thank god that the front was closed off. I rested my hand on her waist, under her shirt. Her skin was warm and soft.

"Tommy..." Ashley stopped me.

"What." I spluttered.

"This isn't right. You know that." Ashley sat up, pushing me off. Tears started forming in my eyes. All I want is to be loved. Ashley saw that and pulled me back into a kiss.

Hey, an hour car ride. What could happen?