I Just Love You (A collection of Adommy one shots)

Chapter 2

[Adam's POV]

"Adam, I don't know if I'm ready for this." Tommy whispered to me before we entered a party.

"If you're not ready to tell everyone - " I said, turning to Tommy.

"No, I want to."

"That's something that I love about you Tommy Joe." I said with a smile.

"What?" Tommy looked up at me with his big eyes.

"That you'll admit when you don't want to do something, but you're still willing to do it." I leaned down and kissed Tommy's forehead. "I just want you to know that everything will be okay. It's just Cam, Monte, Isaac, Brooke, Taylor, Sasha, Terrance, and us. They'll love us. Do you trust me?" I asked, getting caught in Tommy's chocolatey brown eyes.

"I trust you." Tommy carefully laced his fingers through mine. He took a deep breath and opened the door. We walked in.

"We thought you'd never get here!" Cam yelled, coming over to us. When she got close, a huge smile spread on her face. "Are you guys - " Her eyes grew wide.

"Yup." I pulled Tommy a little closer.

"Awww!" Cam cooed.

I pulled Tommy to the center of the room for everyone to see.

"Are you ready?" I whispered to Tommy. He nodded, but his hands were sweaty.

"Everyone, Tommy and I are dating!" Everyone cooed and said how we were adorable and the usual stuff. "We're taking it slow." I kissed Tommy's forehead. He pulled away for a second, but gave in.

We drank and had a good time. After a while, we put on some music. A slow song came on and I pulled Tommy to the center of the room. I put his arms around my neck. I laced my arms around his tiny waist. He rested his head on my chest. I put my head on top on his. It was pure ecstasy.

. . .

I held Tommy close to my body. He groaned a little and snuggled into my chest. Everyone else had fallen asleep. After all, we did party REALLY hard. I smoothed Tommy's hair out of his face.

I can't believe that we're really dating! I think I've always sort of known that he was bi or gay. I'm still not sure. I don't want to rush him. I don't think that he even knows yet. In time, he'll figure it out.

I smiled as he grabbed my shirt collar tighter, like a little baby. He's so beautiful.

I wasn't lying when I said that I don't love him. My feelings for him are quite new actually. I don't know why I kissed him at the AMA's; and I don't know why I kissed him during 'Fever'. I first noticed that I had feelings for him about a month or so ago. Oh who am I kidding?! I love him! I'm just not ready to tell him that yet. Not until he knows who he is. Not until I know who I am.

I just need to stay strong for the both of us. I've been in love with him since his audition. When we shook his hands. The look in his eyes. The reason I kissed him during the AMA's was because I couldn't control myself. I was just supposed to walk past him. But I couldn't even do that. I thought that that was the end. That I had ruined my music career and our friendship. But he thought it was great! And so did the glamberts!

I saw sparks when we first kissed. I knew that I had to kiss him again, but how? That was when I kissed him during 'Fever'. And each night, I saw sparks and I felt them coursing through my veins. I was always too afraid to say anything to him. I was a little too happy to hear Tommy tell me that he likes me. But I kept my cool and said that we'd take it slow. And that's exactly what we're doing. I'm just so glad that he's figuring out who he is.

I leaned down and kissed Tommy's lips. We've never actually kissed off stage. But this can be our little secret, right? The sparks were different this time. Probably just because he's sleeping.

He smiled. He knows. Even if it was just a dream to him. He knows.