Loving You Out Loud: JJK

Chapter 4

Y/n's Pov

I can't help but feel like this is my fault. "I shouldn't have come here." I start to panic as tears start to stream down my face. All of the happiness I had felt just moments before disappeared. "Take it back. Say that it was a practical joke played on the media or on your hyungs. Tell them that you aren't getting married, tell them I'm your assistant or-or..'' At that moment Jungkook interrupts me"

"No, I'm not going to lie. I'm not going to keep us a secret anymore. I see what it has done to you and our relationship" He cups my face in his hands and runs his thumb across my cheek, capturing a tear. "I meant what I said, Y/n. I love you so much and the happiest moment of my life was the moment I got to confess my love to you in front of the entire world. Please don't take it away from me."

I nod and press my face further into the palm of his hand "I love you Kookie"

"I love you too" he smiles and presses a kiss to my forehead.

After a couple of minutes, Kook got up to pack his bag. I went to shower and changed clothes since the paparazzi would now recognize my outfit from earlier in the day. A signature knock on the door indicated that security was there to pick us up and accompany us through the back entrance to a couple of black vans that would take us to our next hotel.

Jungkook's Pov

When we get downstairs we are greeted by Namjoon hyung and his girlfriend Luna. Hyung has always been kind to Y/n and is her closest friend out of all of the members of bangtan, besides Yoongi. It didn't surprise me when they got close. I often say that I see a lot of similarities between the two of them.

They're both very clumsy, are smart but do stupid things and they're both insecure as hell when in reality they are beautiful in their own respects. Most importantly, they're both perfectionists who have hearts of gold and work tirelessly to ensure that the people around them are happy. Without a doubt they are probably my two favorite people in the world. I'd never admit that to Taehyung or Jimin though.

Namjoon hyung's voice pulls me out of my thoughts "There goes the engaged couple Congratulations!"

A huge smile spreads across my face and as I look over to y/n i see a blush come across hers."Thanks hyung." He pulls me into a hug and pats my back. When he lets go he looks over to Y/n.

"Get over here kid let me hug you"

I can see she's hesitant to even accept his congratulations. "You're not mad at us?"

Instantly a confused look appears on Namjoons face. "Mad? Why would I be mad? I've been telling bunny boy to ask you for like a month ''

It's true. Joon knows how much I love her and has been encouraging me to take things to the next level for the longest time. I was actually going to do it after I found the perfect ring but things seemed to work out a bit differently.

Y/n's Pov

Honestly, I'm relieved to know that he isn't mad at us and a little surprised to hear that he's been coaxing Jungkook to propose to me. I was afraid that he'd be upset at me for causing such a scandal. I should have known that Joon would be the kind supportive friend that he has always been in the past. I giggle and run into his embrace, hugging him tightly.

"Thanks joonie"

He responds by holding me tighter "no problem bunny girl"

I can hear Kookie laughing. "Hey don't break my doe. I need her." Namjoon releases me and gets into the van.

Luna runs up to me and pulls me into her small frame. "Congrats Love" I often wonder how such a tiny girl can be so strong.

Luna is my only true friend out of the bangtan girls. They tend to hang out together during tours while the guys are performing. I don't really stay with Kook during said tours because technically I'm not allowed to. Sure, I'm allowed to visit once in a while but I wasn't allowed to spend an extended amount of time with them because the world didn't know that I was Jungkook's girlfriend and Big hit didn't want people getting suspicious.

Luna kept an eye out for Kookie for me. She made sure he was eating and sleeping properly and that he was generally happy when I couldn't be there. I am eternally grateful for her and her crazy antics.

She wasn't exactly what I expected for Namjoon but honestly she balances him out. She is bubbly, playful and a little bit crazy. He's head over heals for and I can see why. She was cute and tiny. For the most part army has liked her the most out of all of the girlfriends. Perhaps, it's because she was an army herself. At every concert she could be seen cheering and dancing along to every song.

"Thanks Unnie"

She nods eagerly "No problem".

Namjoon yells from the car "Baby have you seen my passport?"

"I put it in my bag!" Luna turns back to us "I'm gonna give you lovebugs some space" she crawls into the seat next to Namjoon

I giggle "god they are made for each other"

Jungkook grabs my hand and pulls me into the back seat of the van to cuddle up against him. I don't think I've ever seen his smile as big as it is at this moment.

"I love when you're happy my buck" I grab his hand and kiss it gently

Jungkook's Pov

I love it when she calls me that. It started off as a joke and developed into a term of affection. A buck is a male bunny and a doe is a female. I'm her buck and she's my doe.

I kiss her cheek and wrap my arms around her tightly. "You make me happy my doe"

The rest of the ride was entertaining to say the least. Y/n and Namjoon argued about which one of them is more clumsy. Luna and I settled their argument by agreeing that they are both the god and goddess of distraction. After that Y/n and I started discussing wedding ideas. She turned down two of my brilliant ideas.

"We're not having an iron man wedding and you can not wear timbs to our wedding"

"Fine but can we atleast serve banana milk?" I pout and send her the cutest puppy dog look I can do.

"Fine" She yields. It always works. I hug her and lay my head on her chest for the remainder of the ride.

Namjoon interjects "You know your kids are going to get away with murder if you keep this up"

"Oh really?" Luna says "should you be the one talking?"

"Yea hyung. You let noona get away with anything." I say

Our arrival at the new hotel gives Namjoon the perfect opportunity to change the subject "we're here. Gotta go" Namjoon hurries out the car and grabs the keys to his room from our manager. Luna follows along behind him.

I look to my right And see y/n stifling a giggle. Ugh I love that smile so much. I kiss her lips gently "let's go celebrate my doe"

Y/n's Pov

Just like that the mood changes. I know that devious smirk anywhere. My Kookie was needy and I can't wait to give him what he wants.