Loving You Out Loud: JJK

Chapter 10

Y/n's Pov

It been a week since I spoke to Jungkook which was probably the longest we've ever spent without talking since the day we first met. I have been cooped up in our my private art studio in our apartment since I got back. My phone had been on do not disturb since I got on the plane. I've spent the majority of the last couple of days painting in order to distract myself from social media or any other source of media. I knew Jungkook's announcement would receive a great deal of media attention and I wanted no part of it. I didn't want to see him singing to her like he done to me in the past so I isolated myself. I knew I would have to acknowledge it eventually but I didn't want it to be in that moment.

Usually, At times like this, when I was feeling lonely or sad I would listen to the song that Jungkook wrote for me. After listening to it a couple of times, my sadness would dissipate and all that would be present was a radiating warmth that his love brought to me. But I couldn't bring myself to listen to it, not after he performed it for someone else.

My paintbrush slipped out of my hands and fell onto my lap staining my overalls with red paint, but I was too lost in my thoughts to even notice. I also hadn't noticed Jungkook watching me as I tried to piece together my feelings about recent events.

His voice disrupted the unsettling silence that I've been living in for the last couple of days. "I always said red was my favorite color on you" I looked over and saw Jungkook leaning against my art studio door.

"When did you get home."

"Not long i-I just got in" he walked in closer to me. "Don't I get a hug we haven't seen each other in a while."

"It's only been a week Jungkook." I could tell that that hurt him. We were always physically affectionate with one another. On top of that, I usually made sure he had a warm welcoming home when he returned
from any business related trip that lasted more than two days. "How was the last concert? Did everyone swoon at your grand show of affection to your girlfriend?"

I got up and walked over to the sink to get clean water for my paint brushes, when I felt Jungkook grab my arm and pull me into his chest. I could tell he was upset but I know he would never hurt me "First off, you are my person. My one and only girlfriend, my home, my love, my future wife and the future mother of our many many babies"

I rolled my eyes so that I wouldn't blush. Smooth bastard. I hate that he always knew what to say.

"Secondly, you were the one who told me it was okay to sing to her, then you left and stopped talking to me."

The nerve of this bastard "you know what-" I was going to give him a piece of my mind when he cut me off and took hold of my cheeks pressing gently so that my lips puckered out.

He said "thirdly, I didn't sing to her. That song means way to much to us for it to be a part of some stupid publicity stunt." He pecked my puckered lips and let go of my face "Now go wash up. I'm making dinner"