LAVENDER

Stronger

I'm awake by the sun ray that hit my face, I slowly open my eyes, my mind is in complex by the recent occur, I never felt this before. My heart sore, my mind get scare, but I can't hate the man that have caused it. I know how much he's afraid to loose me, I saw it in his eyes, it brought me so much pain. I know what he did is out of his control, I can't despise him knowing how afraid he is. I can endure it, I loved him, I can't afford to loose him. I took a deep breathe to calm myself, I lift my head to face him. He's still sleeping, his face look uneasy, I stare at him, I moved the back of my hand on his cheek, rubbing it. I can't myself admiring his handsome face, I felt his perfect body against mine, we're both naked. He moved to embrace me, he put his leg on my lower body, I felt him hard cock. I felt my cheek heated, I can't control the need of my body. I tried to push him off before I get slay, he tighten his embrace...
"Want to get rid of me baby." His drowsy but seductive voice.
I felt my whole body on heat. No! I need to get away before I loose control. Again I tried to get off from his embrace but... he moved on top of me... we stare into each other... his eyes is in mixed emotion, love, regret, fear...
I loved him, the love that can accept everything for him. I put my hands on his back, he's stucked. I pulled him then press my lips on his. I kissed him... he kissed me back... the same passionate kiss we have... our lips move in sync the way it always did... I felt our love grows deeper and deeper, stronger and stronger... I broke the kiss then I smiled at him... His eyes turn into a happiness... he smiled too, a genuine smile...
He lay back on the bed, pulling me closer to him, he place my head on his shoulder, he rubbed my hair, I moved my hand on his bare chest, tracing every inch of it. We stayed still for seconds...
"Lav I'm sorry." He said sincere.
I didn't answer just continue tracing him.
"She's the daughter of one of our clients, she keeps on throwing herself on me but I always pushed her off, that's the first time she came near me. I didn't notice her because I'm on my phone, I was about to messaged you if we can have lunch together." He explained still rubbing my hair.
Still I didn't say anything...
"Lav, are you still mad at me." His voice worried.
I smiled then lift my head to face him, he looked down to met my gaze.
" I'm not mad at you, I'm just a... bit upset." I said pouting.
"I'm sorry, I promise it won't happen again." He said sincere.
"She's beautiful." I teased him.
"Jester instead." He said in disgust.
I beat him lightly on chest... "Why so bad mister." I said glaring at him. He chuckled.
"You're the only beautiful woman for me Lav, only you, no one can surpass you." I felt sincerity on his voice.
"Jeez! You're being cheesy! I'm not silly mister." I rolled my eyes on him.
"What did you just do, Lav?" He asked seductively.
I bit my lower lip, I was about to get up, but he tighten his embrace, I tried to push him off but he's stronger than me, he lift me on his top. Our eyes met...
"You're like a feather baby." He said wearing mischievous smile.
Again I tried to escape but he place his both arms around my body.
"Play fair!" I grumble.
He just laughed at me, he tighten more his embrace.
"Ahhh... babe I'm hungry." I said trying to escape.
He chuckled, "Okay." He loosen his embrace, I was about to get up, but he hold my grip to stop me.
"Where do you think you're going baby?" He said smirking.
"I said I'm hungry!" I grumble again.
"Okay I'll cook for you, but.." he leaned closer to me, hold the back of my neck, then pressed his lips onto mine, I kissed him back. We kissed passionately, I roam my hands on his top. He deepen the kiss that cause me to tighten my hold on his back, he pushed his tongue inside my mouth exploring it, our tongue met and dance in rhythm, I can't help myself not to dig my nails on his back, our lips move in sync, I felt my whole body want more...
He broke the kiss, I'm stucked...
" I'll feed you first baby." He winked at me.
I was about to beat him he jump off the bed, standing in front of me full naked, I can't myself staring at him, I want to touch his whole sculpture body, and his cock... oh my its so huge, I'm wondering if I can take him...
"I know you like staring at me baby, and what you're thinking, I really wanted it too, but we need to wait." He smirked at me.
I felt my cheek heated 300 degree, I throw a pillow in him, he just laughed at me then walked towards to the bathroom. I left with my silly thoughts! Calm self...

We took the day off, just cuddling on bed. We watched movies, we talked non sense, we laughed, we chased... I felt the sore in my heart fades, I want to be with this man...

Love can cure any negative feelings that we're carrying. It may brought us insecurities but it is also the only thing that remedy. We just need to believe in love, always put trust in everything. Love is powerful, we just need to learn how to control it, don't let our emotions overpower us.