Memory

9. Chapter

Author's/POV

After getting all cleaned up from sweat and dust Laurent received the past few days from everything that happened, he wrapped himself in his bathrobe. The robe was made out of silk and velvet and was so incredibly soft to his skin that Lau couldn't imagine any other dressing after getting out of a hot shower like he used to take to destress himself. His love had to be somewhere downstairs, because climbing chairs in a wheelchair might be difficult. But when Laurent saw his brother at the entrance of their bedroom, slowly moving inside, he immediately went down the stairs and picked up the wheelchair.
"Larry? Don't you want to sit down?", Laurent gently called out to his loved twin, which turned around to him with surprise in his eyes.
Laurent managed to smile warmly and grab his hands to lead him carefully back into his wheelchair. Just the small touch of their hands made his stomache ache and twist in pain about the fact, that he can't hold and kiss him like he used to. The fact scared him so much and he couldn't tell his love. But for now he had to make sure that he was alright and safe.
"Are we sleeping there together? Or...", Larry halted when a strange idea came to his mind.
"Or what Babybro?"
"Or are you sleeping there with your boyfriend?", Larry asked carefully.
Laurent almost told him yes to both questions. But that would confuse him more than it already has.
"We are sleeping there. We always loved to spend our nights in each others arms. That was our private time, off from work and just for cuddles and love.", Laurent explained and kissed his brothers forehead, who seemed to relax immediately at the soft touch of Laurents lips.
Larry leaned back, resting his head against Laurents stomache while Laurent started to give him a soft scalp massage. Both of them loved to get their scalp scraped and massaged, sometimes their afro was getting heavy and they are getting headaches from this or twists which are tied up to tight. In both scenarios a scalp massage helped and that's what they mostly did to comfort each other.
"Laurent? You show me my stuff? Like my phone and my closet. Maybe a diary if I have one?", Larry asked very carefully. Of course he knew that Laurent wasn't used to all of this. But neither was him. He had to get back on track with himself now, with all the things he did in his past and all the persons he knew. Especially his twin, but maybe their parents or other family members too. There may be a girlfriend or boyfriend too maybe, what if he had kids and didn't know about it? Larry had so many questions but wouldn't dare to ask any of them. He didn't want to see his brother cry anymore. But he would if he asked him questions like that. Larry was just so sure about this fact.
He was overthinking too much. T
The younger twin felt that with every inch in his body. As tears were building up in his eyes only seconds for Laurent after hearing this simple question, the older brother really started to worry about his twin.
"Hey man what's up? Why are you crying Bro?", Laurent asked immediately and crouched in front of his brother. Larry just looked at him with teary eyes.
"I don't want to make you cry with my questions but I have so many but you will cry and it breaks my heart to see you cry.", Larry explained while hyperventilating a little bit and crying harder with every second. The sudden outburst of emotions would have been enough for Laurent to start the tears himself, but he knew he had to stay strong. With his strong arms wrapped around his twins body, the fingers tugged in the thick hair and a soft rocking Laurent tried to comfort his love.
"It's okay Bunny. You don't have to be afraid. You can ask me anything you want to. This is hard for both of us my brother but we are doing just fine right now.", he whispered right into his twins ear, adding a soft kiss to his earlobe and his neck. Larry sniffed lightly when he started to recover from his mental breakdown.
"W-Why do you look like a woman in this bathr-robe.", Larry asked sobbing in between sentences, making both of them laugh with tears in their eyes.
"That's a perfect question Bunny. I would say it's the color of red wine or the silk and velvet, but either way you are right. You have the same one in black. That looks more manly in your opinion."
"I have a point there I guess. Cause you definitely look like those women in the magazines I saw at the hospital which sold bikinis.", Larry explained completely serious, making both of them chuckle and hold each other for some more minutes.
"I don't know why I have to look manly anyways. Not feeling too manly most of the time.", Laurenr stated and laid his head on Larry's fro.
"So you're gay?", Larry guessed and looked with a questioning face to his twin.
"You were too Bunny."

Well hello there my loves :).
Took me some time but finally there is another chapter of this story.
What are you guys doing to keep busy during quarantine?
And what do you think will Larry's reaction be to the first smaller revealing of the story?
Leave comment if you want I always love to hear from you :).❤