Memory

11. Chapter

Author's/POV

Dinner had Laurent deep in thoughts, same as Larry, who had been sitting in his wheelchair at their table the whole time, while Laurent was doing the dishes. He was silent, thinking about what his brother had told him. Had he meant to sound like that? His respond sounded like he, Larry, was that special person for him. The person you build up a family with and get children and a house and everything. Maybe he was still just confused from the whole thing with the bullet. They live together, so obviously they have to be special for each other. They share the same bed, even the same bathroom. Maybe they just don't have any dates and that's why they sleep together. No need for them to be separated if they would sleep alone all the time then.
Shaking his head over those confusing thoughts, Larry rolled over to his brother, the moment he was finished with the dishes.
"So what are we doing now? Just going to sleep?", the now smaller one asked, looking up to that beautiful profile of his twin.
"The doc said I have to change the bandage every evening so the wound wouldn't get dirty or sticks  at the bandage. We could watch a movie afterwards.", Laurent explained and pushed his brother outside of the kitchen to the living room. There he helped him getting on the couch and undressing the shirt he had on. The moment Laurent saw that bare chest, he felt the urge to touch and caress it. He wanted to feel the strong muscles beneath the soft skin of that perfect body, place kisses all over it. His gaze stopped at the tattoos which ended only some inches above the bandages. Those had some light strains of blood already shining through them and a shining yellow liquid slowly made it's way to the outside of the wrapped up bandage. The liquid was a special ointment which the doc put all over the bandages to help the healing process. Laurent carefully ran his finger over the place the bullet found it's way into his loves body. He could have screamed in that moment. All his life, all his love and all his dreams were dying in his arms and all he did was screaming and crying. Of course he saved him. Of course the miracle of his brother surviving happened, but the thought of loosing his twin brother almost broke him.
Now, at this moment, Laurent had to blink a few tears away, before hugging his twin closely.
"Thank you for being here. For fighting for me. Just thank you Larry.", he whispered and ran his hands over the hard back of his twin. He missed that feeling of touching his love.
"Thank you for saving me Lauly.", Larry responded and hid his face in his brothers neck. Laurent could feel that strong breath on his skin, those lips almost touching it. He had to shut his mouth close to mute those sounds of moaning. With a smile both of them released the hug.
"I go upstairs taking down the bandages. Wait for me oki?", Laurent explained while standing up, making his way over to the stairs. He was already in the bathroom when Larry whispered a small and dreamy 'always'. When Laurent came back down, everything he needed in a little bag of supplies he gave his brother a kiss to his forehead before kneeling down in front of him, his slim waist caught between Larry's thighs. His tension was building up even more in this position. Slowly he opened one end of the bandage and began to unwrap Larry. They were completely silent the whole time, Larry staring at his brother in this position and enjoyed it to the last second. Laurent breathed heavily, blinking away images of him kneeling between Larry's legs and the younger twin not even letting him a chance to make something so innocent. But Laurent enjoyed it too. He always enjoyed Larry's gazes when he felt that sexual tension between them. He was like a wolf and Laurent was his forever mate. The images of him pleasing Larry in this position made him run over his twins middle with his arm unintentionally. When he heard a soft groan from his brother he started to blush immediately.
"Sorry. Didn't mean to touch there.", he lied to his brother and himself, taking the new bandage. But he had to first put the ointment on his brothers wound. Carefully he pressed some of it on his fingers and rubbed it on and around the place it belongs. Lau couldn't ignore the fact that Larry seemed to enjoy this just as much as he would have before, making this from the slowly growing bulge in his trouser.
Larry on the other hand was confused. His body reacted to Laurent as if his brain was completely unaware of the fact, that this was his twin brother. He shouldn't be turned on by what they were doing. All of his body's reactions were really embarrassing for him. He was even getting hard from all of that in front of his brothers face. How should he not he embarrased? The moment Laurent finally finished, Larry closed his legs and his eyes at the same time, burying his face in his hands. That was the most embarrassing thing he could imagine. Tears were building as he moved to the corner of the couch and looked completely away from him. He felt dirty by getting turned on by his twin. He shouldn't be feeling like this and his brother must have been so uncomfortable. Ashamed of the whole situation Larry began crying to himself.
Laurent was to scared to comfort him right in this moment. First he brought all of the stuff back upstairs, then, after a deep breath, he finally managed to go back down and hold his brother.

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