Memory

13. Chapter

Author's/POV

Sleeping was a releasing pleasure for Larry that day. Beneath his ear the slow steady heartbeat of Laurent was giving him soothing confidence, his deep breathing relaxed every muscle in Larry's body. He started to breath the same way, laying his hand flat on his brothers chest. He could still feel part of the lotion which didn't soak into the skin, rubbing it slowly into his twins skin. Laurent meanwhile was watching his brother doing this small caring move and right fell in love with him once more. It was nothing big, but the amount of love in this petite action was immense big. With a tear almost running down his cheek, Lau started to give his love a beautiful scalp massage. His little bunny would always sleep right away when he started to massage him that way, looking mostly beautiful when he sleeps like a Baby right in this position. Sadly, most of the time Larry would wake up and told him he was sorry for the way he fell asleep and that it wasn't on purpose. But now Larry just enjoyed every second of this moment and Lau absolutely loved it.
"Bunny?", Lau whispered and caressed his brothers cheek.
"Yes?", he heard the sleepy voice of his love answering him, not stopping his action.
"I love you. So freaking much."
For a second Larry had to think before he looked up to his brother, not knowing what to say.
"I... I love you too Lau. I really do.", he whispered and looked into those chocolate brown eyes. His body moved closer to his brothers, his hand travelling to his stomache, caressing the strong muscles. He felt those muscles automatically twitching beneath his fingers, Laus eyes watching every single move of his twin. It seemed like their brains were completely on shut down, as Larry sat on his brothers lap, running his finger over his older brothers nipple. But right at this moment he realized what he was doing. All of his mind screamed to stop.
"Why am I doing this Lau? Why am I so attracted?", he whispered with fear in his voice, trembling a little bit. Lau just looked at his brother with love in his eyes, kissed his cheek.
"It's fine Bunny. You dont have to worry.", the older brother whispered and gently ran his fingers through his hair.
"It's okay to feel like this I promise. And it's okay to do anything you think is wrong when it comes to us. Just do it okay?"
Now these words were confusing Larry even more than the actions before. How was this supposed to be okay? Why is Lau saying this is normal?
"I don't understand Laurent. What are you telling me...", he slowly asked and moved a little bit on his brothers lap. He was too nervous to think about something sexual in that action, but a small groan escaped his brothers lips as he moved his butt right over his dick. Now Larry was just extremely embarrassed and tried to get out of this position as tears built in his eyes. He tried to get away from his brothers lap, laying next to him and covering all of him, head included, with a blanket to just hide from the situation he got into.
Laurent on the other hand ultimately felt guilty for the way he confronted his brother. He should have known that this wasn't the right time to give him any hint to a sexual relationship between them.
"Bunny? Hey I am sorry.", he whispered and slowly pulled his brothers back to his chest.
"Don't feel like that. It's alright I promise. Just try to sleep and forget this."
Even though Larry didn't move an inch, he was going to do as told and closed his eyes to get some sleep. As there was no word spoken between the two of them, Larry being asleep and Laurent trying to process what he just did and how hard it will be to tell his brother the truth about them, there was a deadly silence in their room. The moon was half fully shining through the slightly opened curtains, giving the room a blue to white shining. After maybe half an hour Larry turned around to look at his brother, because he just had to know, how his dark caramel skin would look like the beautiful light of the moon. And as he looked the man in front of him up and down a few times, he just realized, again, how handsome and lovely his brother looked. His face was completely relaxed, showing of his little scars and the small beard. His skin looked maybe even smoother than it really was, his hair even fluffier than normal. Slowly he moved to his now sleeping twin, kissing his cheeks gently, caressing his beard a little bit and finally running his fingers over those soft plump lips of his. Even in the dark with only the moonlight shining on them, they looked as soft and pink as ever. God he was so in love with this man.

Hello my loves :). There it is, another chapter after a long time again. I hope everyone enjoys to read it, maybe there are ideas for the next day? What could Lau show his brother, what could they do together to strengthen their bond?