Supernatural Oneshots

•Things You Said After It Was Over• (Sabriel)

A letter...

Dear Trickster, I'm not sure if my therapist is trying to depress me, or help me. The prompt today is "Things You Said After It Was Over", and I told her that it was never over between us. She said to write a current letter to you, so here goes. After I found out you were gone, I screamed, I cried, I couldn't function for God knows how long. I went through all of your stuff, sobbing the entire time. Then, I started to heal, though it's a long process that I don't think I'll ever finish. I went back to work, starting being with friends again. There is a huge hole in my chest, and I think it's where my heart used to be. Charlie suggested trying to date again the other day. I yelled at her to get out. I'm not sure I'll be able to date again without thinking of you, of us, of all the memories we shared with each other. I suppose I should give an update on Castiel. He's better, still broken, like me. He's been going to a therapist consistently, and even went back to work. Charlie's better than all of us, though I suppose that's because you two weren't the closest in the whole world. I think she wishes she spent a little more time with you. It kills me because I don't know how to comfort her. I never was the touchy feely emotiony type of person, well, except for you...I guess another thing that counts for the prompt is the previous letters I wrote you. Gabriel, I miss you so much, and I would do anything to get you back, I promise, but there's nothing. The day you left, I felt more helpless that I ever had I'm my entire life. There was nothing I could do. This is supposed to be a happy letter, to help me, but this one, this one made me miss you the most. I love you, still.

Love, Sam, Sammy, Samoose

I know it's kind of jumps around a lot, but that's how I tend to write letters in real life.