Wanting what you can't have..

T h i r t e e n - I'm not letting you push me away

Hero

So after weeks of back and forth and trying to control and push away how we feel I can finally call Jo my girlfriend.

Fuck me that sounds amazing.

This could possibly blow up in our faces but I'm willing to take that risk and I'm glad she does too I've liked her for so long and the fact that now I don't have to hide it anymore feels bloody amazing. As if it wasn't weird enough that my little sisters' best friend is now my girlfriend it looks as though my best friend is about to become my sisters boyfriend fuck this is weird shit.

*Hero💙 -
You feeling better now?xx*

*Jo 💖-
Yep thank u so much for today your amazing😘xxx *

*Hero 💙-
No need to thank me I did it for me as well as you...😄❤️*

*Jo 💖-
Is that so? And why is that then?😜xxx*

*Hero 💙-
Well you wouldn't wanna be with me if she never got over it so I had to make sure she did 😉xx*

*Jo 💖 -
well I'm glad you did because now I get to call you my boyfriend 💖*

Just as I'm about to reply to Jo Felix bounces into my room with a huge ass grin on his face.

"Take my advice then?" I ask smirking at him putting my phone down.

"Yeah I guess I did... this isn't going to be weird is it?" I don't bother answering I just give him a look.

"Yeah your right it's very fucking weird," he says flopping down on my bed.

"It's going to take some getting used to like isn't it?" I ask laughing,

"Definitely it's certainly going to make weekends more interesting," he says smirking,

"Oh my god that's my sister man fucking hell man," I shout throwing a pillow at his face making us both laugh until we hear Mercy shouting down to mum that she's staying at Jo's. Before I can even process what I'm doing I'm already at Mercy's bedroom door.

"Fucking hell I could have been naked learn to knock next time," she snaps at me.

"You're going to Jo's?" I ask ignoring her little rant as she's getting her shit ready.

"Argh fucking hell your gonna be all weird, now aren't you?" she asks huffing is she messing why would I be weird the little asshole.

"No, I was just going to see if you wanted us to walk you over there..." I say leaning against the door frame tapping my fingers against it.

"Why so you can see her? Nope I'm good thanks," she says smirking at me she's not wrong but still.

"Fine suit yourself just thought I'd offer with it getting late," I say heading back to my room as she starts to head out.

Felix is stood in the doorway as she goes to pass him but he grabs her wrist asking if she's sure she doesn't want us to walk her she tells him she's sure as he moves down to kiss her but she pushes him back.

"No no remember no shoving it in his face," she says winking at him then walking away laughing I'm stood pulling a face at them even though I don't have a problem with them being together I don't want to see them being all cute and shit especially when Jo isn't here to distract me from seeing it.

"Keep your mouth shut we made an agreement nothing happens in front of you," he says walking past me as I laugh he's so pissed off I can't help but find it funny.