Wanting what you can't have..

T h i r t y-O n e - STORM

Hero

It's been a few weeks since Jo decided to sneak off and get a tattoo and I'll never admit this to her but I have come to secretly love it, it's in the perfect place and it's sexy as hell. Over the past few weeks our relationship has seemed to grow stronger and we've been inseparable that is until the past week that she's grown distant toward me and any other time I would call her out on it if I wasn't keeping something big from her. I need to grow a pair of balls and tell her that I got offered a modelling job with STORM which starts as soon as I finish up with sixth form in the next few weeks, I found out over a week ago and have stupidly kept it from her but I know what she's like and she'll start panicking about what it means for us. Even though she knows I'm head over heels in love with her and have been utterly obsessed with her for a long ass time she still believes I'll 'wake up and go for someone my own age' her words. She's fucking crazy it's not even a full two year age gap between us and nothing could change the way I feel about her. Four months we have been together now, that's crazy it feels like we've been together so much longer than that and here I am keeping secrets from her. She loves all her dates and mushy shit so I'm taking her out to JunkYard golf tonight to hopefully enjoy one more night together before I talk to her about my news.

Hero💙 - I'm taking you to JunkYard golf tonight babe so be prepared to get your ass whipped 😉❤️ xxx

Jo💖 - I love it there, Merc and Felix too?xx

Hero💙 - No just us tonight... unless you want them there?xxx

She's been so weird and short with me the past week never wanting to be alone and always inviting Felix and Mercy or the whole group I put it down to stress of exams but now I'm not so sure and it's starting to scare the shit out of me if I'm honest.

Jo

Four months I've been in a relationship with Hero and up until the past week I've never been happier he makes me feel so special. Everything has been so amazing between us we spend near enough all of our time together so when Martha slipped up last week and told me he had been offered a modelling job with freaking STORM models I was shocked as hell but so proud of him. I figured he just hadn't found a chance to tell me yet so I waited but here we are a week later and he still hasn't told me, I've given him plenty of chances to be honest but he hasn't so I can't help but wonder why the hell he's hiding this from me, is he planning on breaking up with me not wanting a girl in school as his girlfriend when he can have a supermodel on his arm?

As the days went on the more annoyed I have become, not wanting be alone with him I've made sure I invite whoever will join us, childish I know. I need to talk to him and confront him I know this but I'm scared of him confirming my fears of breaking up with me. He's just messaged to tell me he's taking me out tonight I instantly mentioned Mercy and Felix tagging along even though I know he just wants it to be just the two of us, I've been so short with him all week and not once has he called me out on it... another reason why I believe he wants to end things. I'm broken out of my thoughts by my best friend.

"Hey you've been out of it the past week what's going on with you?" she says as we reach the school gates, should I tell her? Fuck it I need some advice anyway...

"Okay I don't know if I'm overreacting but last week your mom mentioned Hero got offered a modelling job with STORM models which he hadn't told me about I didn't want her thinking she put her foot in it so I pretended to know but he still hasn't told me about it... I don't get why he has known about it for over a week and hasn't said a word I've been distant with him and he hasn't even called me out on it so I guess I'm just worried he's planning on breaking up with me." I'm out of breath by time I finish.