Wanting what you can't have..

F o u r t e e n - I won't have you or anyone else ruin this for us

Jo

I haven't been able to concentrate at all since I got to school Hero hasn't stopped blowing my phone up but I just stopped replying after a while which seemed to annoy him more. We usually go out for lunch and meet up with everyone but I convinced Mercy to eat at school today not wanting to deal with this shit right now. We are both sat on the field eating our sandwiches when Elle and her minion friends walk over.

"Hi Josie isn't it?" she asks with the fakest smile.

"It's Jo actually," Mercy answers for me.

"Jo, right yeah well listen I don't know what the hell that was this morning you storming off but I suggest if you have a little crush on Hero you drop it he likes me and we will be together it's just a matter of time," she says smirking what the fuck is this girl on?

"My brother would never go for you so I suggest you stop now," Mercy says.

"Oh he would believe me," she says looking back at her friends smirking I can't help myself but burst into laughter,

"Oh aren't you delusional I think it's YOU who needs to get over your little crush on my boyfriend that's right boyfriend so give up because he'll only ever want me believe me he's waited long enough," I add smirking before grabbing my bag and walking away Mercy following behind me laughing.

"What do you think she meant when she said 'oh he would believe me'?" I ask Mercy.

"Don't even let her get into your head Jo she's playing games that's all," she says grabbing my arm.

"I sure as hell fucking hope so. "

I'm sat in English once again unable to concentrate this shit needs sorting I only just got with Hero and already I'm letting it mess with my school work,

*Jo💖 -
Elle and her minions came over to me at lunch today.... x*

*Hero -
why didn't you come out for lunch like you always do? What did she say please tell me you don't believe any of this bullshit jo...?xxx*

*Jo💖 -
I needed time to think 🤷‍♀️She said how I need to get over my little crush on you because you and her are gonna be together and when mercy called her out saying youd never be interested in her and she had this smug look on her face looking back at her friends saying 'oh believe me he would' ... what was that about😒?x*

*Hero -
Jo Mercy was right why would I ever be interested in her when I have you? She's trying to get a reaction from you and your letting her...I told her I wasn't interested and seein us this morn she obviously realised it's because of you yourjust giving her what she wants here.... Don't do this not now weve finally talked mercy round xxx*

*Jo💖 -
have you ever been with her before? Done anything?x *

*Hero -
never I promise I have no reason to lie... Jo you can check my phone if that's what it takes am not lying babe xxx*

*Jo💖 -
meet me after school then we will talk properly I don't want to check your phone🙄x*

*Hero -
ill be outside the gates when you finish ❤️*

I really hope he's being honest I've spent so long having a crush on him never thinking anything could come of it and now we are finally together and this happens. I spend the rest of the day counting down the hours until the bell finally rings.

"Finally," Mercy says grabbing her bag.

"Babes stop looking so scared you'll be fine Elle is just stirring shit because she's jealous...Hero has been obsessed with you for years," she says putting her arm around my shoulder walking us out the classroom. When we reach the doors I can see Hero and Felix leaning on the gates waiting for us.