Wanting what you can't have..

S e v e n t e e n - That was amazing, better than I could have imagined

Jo

It's been four weeks since we all went bowling and there's been a few times now that we have come close to taking things to the next level but we have been interrupted so it's safe to say we are both sexually frustrated. It's finally Friday after a long week of exams and lucky for me my mom, dad and Kath have gone away for the weekend to Liverpool so Kat can visit one of the few Universities she's been accepted into. I'm going to see if Hero wants to have a movie night with a couple drinks and hopefully we'll finally be able to take the next step without worrying about anyone walking in or interrupting us.

*Jo💖-
Heyyy what you upto tonight? Fancy having a few drinks and watch a movie? Everyone has gone to Liverpool for the weekend so Kath can check out the uni she might go to so will just be us 😜💖 *

*Hero💙 -
Helloo babe yh that sounds good😉... I've got 5 a side at 6-8 but can come yours straight after that ok❤️?*

*Jo 💖-
yeah ofc... can't wait💖 *

*Hero💙 -
me neither, see u after school beautiful❤️*

Over the past four weeks me and Hero have grown so much closer we are inseparable lately and the good thing is it hasn't affected my friendship with Merc because she's with Felix and as much time as I spend with Hero we also spend a lot of time with them two as well. I've never felt this way about anyone before there has been a few times I've almost accidentally told him I loved him but stopped myself not wanting to embarrass myself in time just in case he's not there yet, I know it's soon but because I've known him for so long and had a crush on him for as long as I can remember it just feels right.

Hero

Since that night we went bowling me and Jo have got a lot closer we spend the majority of our time together whether it be just us two or with Felix and Mercy. I think it's safe to say the both of us are sexually frustrated there has been a few times that we've come close to finally having sex but each time we either get interrupted by someone walking in or shouting up to us mainly Felix or Mercy I think they are doing it deliberately sometimes to be honest. I'm sitting in English waiting for the bell to go off so I can finally go home when my phone vibrates in my pocket.

"What you smiling at bruv?" Felix says nudging my arm.

"Just Jo asking me to come round after footie later we've got the house to ourselves," I say not bothering to look at him and just typing a reply to my girl.

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I pack a bag with clothes and shit to change into once I get to Jo's after footie, I honestly can't wait things with Jo have been going amazing and I have never been happier. Once I'm ready I put my footie boots on before going down and letting mum know I won't be back tonight I tell her I'm staying at Morgz there's no point in saying Felix' because he'll probably be here with Mercy and they'll drop me in it. I meet Felix outside and we both head over to Jack's to meet the rest of the boys and walk up together.

"Yo Hero how's things going with the wifey? We don't see you much now that your all wifed up," Jack says laughing putting his arm around me.

"You see me everyday assholes, but yeah things are good man," I say unable to hide the huge ass smile on my face at the mere mention of Jo.

"Look at that fucking smile on his face boys our guys in love," Morgz shouts jumping on my back taking my cap off ruffling my hair being the idiot he is.

"Fuck off man," I say pushing him off me and fixing my cap trying to avoid what he just said not wanting to lie as we reach the cages were playing in tonight lucky for me they leave it there as we get ready to play. The next couple of hours go quicker than usual and before I know it my sweaty ass is putting my joggers and coat on ready to go spend the night with my girl.