you're my everything

Chapter 19

I woke up and instantly checked my phone.
There were about 10 text messages all from Ross.

I read over them all but only one caught my attention. the last one.

"Meet me at the park in an hour. please" it read.
I checked when i had gotten the message.
'38mins ago' i thought as i read my screen.

Still lying completely still on an old, uncomfortable couch, i thought about if I should go or not.

I finally came to the conclusion on going.

I got up, brushed my teeth and hair, put some shoes on and drove to the neighborhood park. I didn't bother changing clothes because that would have been the respectful thing to do. but right now, i have no respect for him. The only reason i brushed my teeth and hair is because i care about my appearance.

I drove for awhile until i reached the park.

Ross' yellow comaro was already there but Ross was no where to be found.

I walk inside the gate and sat down on one of the swings looking around for Ross.
Next thing i know, i hear a guitar being strummed.
I look over to where the noise was and Ross was sliding down one of the slides.

He began to sing

She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now its I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why were fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we wont let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when youre constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we wont let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everythings all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

After the song he leaned his guitar up onto the metal pole of the swing set and set in the swing next to me.

"Ross, I-I..."

"Just come here" he says standing up to hug me.

I started to cry into his should as he rocked me back in forth in his hug.

"Ross.. I'm sorry.." I say

"No. I'm sorry. I over reacted. And I didn't trust you. and that was wrong.

"It's okay. I'm sorry too." i say.

"It's okay babygirl" he says pulling me into another hug.

I look up at him as he kisses my forehead.

"I love you" he whispers

"I love you too" i whisper back
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Hello people! I hope you liked this chapter! Ps. This song is called
Mad- by Ne-Yo
Just in case you were wandering.

I apologize that my chapters have been REALLY short lately but I'm planning on updating more often and making the updates way longer since I'm on winter break!! Thanks so much for reading and voting and everything! You all are amazing!!

More updates soon,
-Mckenzie