Irene got up excited and went to prepare coffee. She made a tray and took it to the bedroom.
-Good morning honey. - said Irene.
-Good Morning.
-Why are you with that sad face?
-Anything.
-I brought you coffee. – kissed Tamara.
-Thanks.
-Ih... What is it, huh? You can say.
-I already said I have nothing.
-OK. I will not ask anymore.
Irene went to see if Alex had woken up and then went back to the room. Tamara had got up and was in the bathroom. When she returned, Irene watched her reaction. She lay on the bed and was quiet, then started to cry.
-Love, doesn't cry. - Hugged Tamara - So I'm going to cry too.
She cried more.
-Baby, please tells me what it is.
She cried while Irene stroked her hair until she calmed down.
-Sorry love. - Tamara said, in a choked voice.
-Excuse what?
-I didn't want to cry near you, but, I couldn't take it.
-Hey, but why can't you cry near me?
-I don't want to worry you for nothing.
-Love, for you to cry like that, it's not for nothing. - She kissed Tamara on the forehead - You can tell me what it is.
-You'll think I'm an idiot.
-No love. Speaks.
-I... Ah, never mind.
- No, Tam. You can tell me.
-I'm very selfish.
-What?
-I'm missing when you were just mine. I know, this is awful. - She started crying again - But, I don't control what I feel, okay? I can't do anything.
-Shhh - hugged Tamara - Love, stay calm. - Made Tamara look at her - This is normal and perfectly understandable.
-It is not. I'm an idiot. I had to help you and I'm here crying like a child.
-You don't have to hide your feelings, love. Nobody has to be strong always. You have to say what you feel.
-I'm rejecting my kids, I'm a horrible person.
-No way. You are the most beautiful person I have ever met, you have a huge heart. - kissed Tamara - Stop saying nonsense, love. You are not rejecting anyone.
-Mom!
-Let me go. - Said Tamara.
-Tam, you don't have to. I'll. - Kissed Tamara - I love you so much! Look, I have an idea, wait just a little, don't leave here, I'll be right back.
Irene called her mother and asked to fetch Alex, dressed him out, gave him coffee and waited for her to arrive. She arrived and took him to her home. Irene went back to the room.
-Love, today I will take care of you. - She said and lay down on the bed again.
- You don't have to.
-Tam, it's just the two of us. Well, and the baby too, but, I know he won't give me any trouble.
-Where's Alex?
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Fly con vos (English)
FanficThis fic started to be written on a flight, so it literally appeared in the clouds. This is a great reminder to never lose hope. As Tamara herself says: If something bad happens, turn it into something good. So, let's dream!