Confused Feeling's ( B X B )

Chapter 10 - Serious Talk

Once Perth was finished getting changed he made his way back to my bed so we could talk and if i was completely honest i was nervous and i couldn't stop myself from shaking i felt sick i was scared that when he told me he liked me it was a joke and everything he has done was to tease me and i was stupid enough to fall for it when i think about it i hardly know him but everything that has happened between us i hope it wasn't just a joke but evening feeling like this i know i have to talk to him about how i was feeling cause if i keep it in any longer it would be harder to talk but deep down i knew once i have told him i would be able to feel much better Perth sat next to me on my bed "Ken why do you want to stay away from me" I took a deep breath i am going to be honest with you he nodded since you have told me you liked me i have started to like you more but i don't understand my own feelings i have always liked girls but with you it's different i can't seem to explain it i don't think about anyone else but you i didn't even look at the girls when we went to the bar the other day i don't know how to feel anymore i threw my arms up in the air and climbed of the bed so now that i am standing looking at him.

I feel better that it's out now He looked at me "Ken so what are you try to say" Does he really want me to say it out loud Before i say anything i need to ask him a question i looked at him Perth he looked straight at me "Yes i need to know something when you told me you liked me was you being serious or was you teasing me i know i sound like a little bitch right now but i need to know what to do next cause i share a room with him and everything that has happened between us i need to know what to do next and how i should handle the whole situation in the long run I didn't know to do, I didn't know what he would say my brain was on overload i was scared for his response he startled me ken will you come sit down 'Oh shit here comes the truth' I thought to myself i made my way way to sit on my bed.

The way he said it made me a bit nervous "Okay now listen to me carefully Okay" i nodded to what he said He took a deep breath which made me feel uneasy the first time i met you outside campus i teased you but when you answered me when i asked you if i make you nervous and you stuttered i found it cute and i didn't see you around after that i looked for you but i couldn't seem to find you and that's when i found out about your room mate moving out so i swapped with him hearing what he said made me confused i felt angry but i don't know why i looked at him the seemed so normal when speaking, Hold up i shouted 'So you moved in to tease me some more is that it do you enjoy messing with peoples head' he looked me i had a felling he was telling the truth "Ken please let me explain" I nodded he carried on speaking "Yes i teased you when i first met you but i didn't move in to tease you, Like i have already told you i like you Ken and i think you like me cause if you didn't the things that have happened between us wouldn't of happened in the first place" He was right i do like him cause if i didn't i would have let this get so heated between us "So do you believe what i am saying Ken" How could i not he looked so serious with what he was saying 'Yes i believe you' he looked so happy "So is there something you want to tell me"

I looked at him with a confused look on my face then i remembered what he was referring to i took a deep breath 'Perth i am confused with what to feel but all i know is that you are the only person i like" He smirked at me he must enjoy when i am nervous around him little shit i thought to myself Perth took my hands where do we go from here Ken i haven't really thought of it but in reality That really is the question we need to ask our self's i felt so nervous with what was going to happen between us Perth took a deep breath "Ken i really want to get to know you a lot more so would you like to be my boyfriend" What he just said really shocked me i didn't really know what to say to that i took me a few minutes to come together with an answer to his question 'Perth i would like to get to know you' I took a breath before i gave him my answer to his question Yes i will be your boyfriend' he looked so happy i felt a bit weird because i have never been in a relationship with a guy before so it kinda new to me he hugged me even the smallest bit of affection from him makes me feel hot.

we sat on my bed for so long talking about what we like to do in our spare time what we like to eat our hobbies and what we are scared of i feel like i know him more now and now with what i know makes me like him even more i didn't even see the time it was almost 12 am we have been speaking for so long now i felt tried and i wanted to sleep Perth looked at me are you sleepy i nodded is it that obvious okay i let you sleep he got up from my bed to leave i didn't want him to leave so i grabbed the back of his shirt sleep with me he smirked 'No you prev' i mean just sleep he laughed at me okay fine he pouted i laid down he face the door he climbed in to bed and laid behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist he whispered into my ear "Sweet dreams with that i slowly drifted of to sleep.

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