I wish I knew

My gaydar

Shadow kept licking Kami's face to wake her up, "hey shadow I'm up stop stop!", he kept meowing and as well only for food, she got up wash her face and get downstairs to feed him and make a cup of coffee for herself, "Adam!" She yelled after she saw him hanging on the tree in the backyard "get down now or I will come up to you" he got down and ran from her laughing at her, "god this boy will drive me crazy". Her mom joined her with a morning kiss "hey Mom want a cup of coffee?" "Yes please" she said, she gave her a cup and drank it together before she headed out.. placing a kiss on her mom's cheeks,
"Hey DAD! I'm heading to the gym now see you later",she yelled.

Kami arrived changed her clothes and placed her bag in the locker, and went to exercise, few minutes later she had some painful cramps in her chest caused her to stop and sit down, "shitttt!" She whispered " do I have to deal with this all the time", untill she finds a hand on her shoulder "hey! Are you okay" she lifted her eyes up to see those familiar green eyes it's Eda! "HEY! Uhm yeah I'm okay I just didn't eat before I come here" " I see, but you should have, I was passing by and I saw you I said to myself to say hi" "well hello" Kami said smiling, " I didn't know you go to this gym too" Eda said "well it's my favorite so far people here are nice" Eda nodded "I agree" " plus I need to keep it up I have championship soon" "OH! What kind of championship?!" Eda asked with interest in her eyes "karate-do" Kami answered " hollyshit! That's impressive" kami laughed at her reaction joyfully " well it's huge part of my life since I was a kid" "at least you didn't call me Jackie Chan like everyone does " she added laughing "that's amazing I hope I can see some of this soon" Eda said with one eyebrow up " sure why not, but for now I need a break" " okay what about coffee?" "And a cigarette" kami cut it "you get it right girl" Eda laughed and gave a hand to Kami to get up.

The girls got out of the gym, Kami thought it will be walking untill Eda opened her car "oh shit Someone got their driver license", "oh well sooner better than later you know" Eda said smiling, the British girl drove to a nice cafeteria. "hey Bob" "Eda! Hey girl how's you!?" " I'm good thanks" "well the usual for you and what about the girl with you?" Bob asked "ah I'll take cappuccino please" "as you want" The man said "thanks" Kami replied, "let's have a seat" Eda pointed to a nice corner , they set down talked about school and stuff "I saw you at school few weeks ago and I remembered you from the light up night" Kami laughed and said " the light up night.. I love the name" " ikr haha" Eda said. "Here's your milkshake and you're cappuccino" " thank you Bob" the girls said.
"I notice that you have an accent it's more like British accent!" Kami said " oh well I am British actually and it kinda faded away when I came to Miami" "it's still hot though" Kami obviously flirting, "I'm Latino from Cuba and moved to Miami few years ago too" "oh I see so you can speak Spanish ?" " sí puedo y sobre todo hablo español en casa porque mamá y papá no son tan buenos en inglés" Kami answers the question, "oh shit.. "eso es increíble" " you speak Spanish too?" Kami asked surprised, Eda was like "a little bit just to impress people" " well enough to impress me" kami said laughing.. "well I'm with the sexy accent and you're with the sexy language" they both laughed at that and took the last sip of their drinks before heading out the cafeteria.
Shall we go for a walk or.. "actually I need to go home and pick my brother from school" kami said," big sisters duty huh", Eda said and Kami nodded. The British girl drove Kami home than made her way back to go with her day after saying goodbye to each other.

Kami picked her brother and came back home for dinner, everything was going well, untill her father came home with some big news to his family, her got a big win and he will start his work at new big farm which it was the Louther family bussiness. They celebrated the news together with hopes and wishes for the best and blessings for this family.

The next morning Adam and his sister went out to school, Kami started her day with History class which she saw Eda sitting next to her usual seat, kami came in with a smile "hey!" "Can you stop following me" Eda said laughing ", "excuse me u are next to my seat whos following who" kami said causing Eda to laugh, "hey Latino" Eda said with a wide smile one her face, "hey Bonita" kami replied. The teacher came in so everyone set down and the lesson began.

It was lunch time when Eda and kami set toghter, talking about random things, untill Eda asked kami out of the blue " just tell me.. my gaydar never failed me" kami felt a heart beat and Eda continues "are you gay" kami snapped "how did you know!" Eda said " I told you my gaydar never failed me" she saw how worried Kami was "hey! it's okay don't worry I'm bi" a silent came between them "I guess you didn't come out yet huh" Eda followed,I know it is scary", "no I did not idk how or when shall I do it" Kami told her, "but you seem like you've been there can you advice me how can I do it!?" Eda said comforting Kami "you need to be brave the people who love you will accept you start with your family than friends and the real ones will stay and the fake will disappear" she held Kami's hand with a soft smile on her lips "I'll be here for you okay!", "thank you, this way you will be the first one who I came out to" they both laughed.. "I'm glad" Eda smiled.

"Look I guess Kami has some new friends huh!" Mila said to Jacob who was with her passing by the place "I guess so but she's hot" Michel told them "she's a member of my cheering club known with the sexy accent" "nice body and green slay eyes too" Jack siad, Mila replied "stop with those flirting moods jack, well let's go we will be late". They left the place, while kami and Eda were still talking..

"I'm a real lesbian yo I found out she's gay and I was right.. thanks god for this gift" Eda said to her self while playing video games with her brother at the living room which she lost couple of times, "hey are you okay or are you mocking me!? You usually better than this at playing", Eda looked at him " no actually I'm thinking" "about?" Alex asked her "a friend told me today that she's gay and .." she paused for a moment " and you kinda like her!" Alex said "yeah I kinda do but it's nothing serious" she said nervously he looked at her for a moment than got back to the game with a smile of his face "yeah if you say so".

Kami was in her room playing guitar and thinking of Eda's gaydar and the advice she gave her, than she decided that she will tell them today after all they are her parents they should know.. sooner or later. "Kami.. Adam dinner is ready" her mom called them.. "I'm coming" she stopped for a second.. "I'm coming out" she whispered. Dinner was infront of them they started eating but kami wasn't, "honey are you okay?" her dad asked her "you didn't eat at all" she stopped for a moment and said "Mom Dad.. I need to tell you something.. it's serious.." her mom said worried "yes baby! What is it are you sick did your heart hurt you again shall we call the doctor?" "No noo! It's.." She took a deep breath stress sweating and her heart was about to jump out of her chest.. "I'm.. I am a lesbian" she said with her eyes closed.. she didn't hear anything from them which made her so scared.. "hey! It's okay kams" her dad said holding her hand comforting her.. "we know it's hard for you, but we always knew anyways" her mom added with a soft smile of her face " we were waiting for you to tell us and we are glad you trusted us" .. Kami looked at them with tears in her eyes "so you are not mad.. you.. you are okay with it!??" She asked confused, "yes babygirl it's all good" they came for a hug to her .."that's amazing my sister likes girl" Adam said she forgot he was there she looked at him than at her parents "it's okay he is your brother after all even if he's young" her mom said, he came and joined the family hug.. kami felt so happy and she got rid of the heaviness of the secret she hided for long time.. she asked them " but how did you know you guys" her mom said "I am your mom dear that should be enough".. kami smiled at that answer.

It was a happy night for Kami beofre she slept she was holding shadow and she told him "I like pussy Shadow" in a sarcastic way, he looked at her than licked her nose which made her giggle, " you know the great thanks go back to Eda she helped me out today.. a lot". She looked up the night sky and the full moon sending his light inside her room, she set there enjoying the view.. she always loved staring at the moon.

On the other side of the city, Eda was thinking confused, remembering her brother's words and questioning her feelings "do I really like her or it's just a phase I barely know her but it.. it feels nice being around her, but I'm not ready for an other relationship after I healed from my last heartbreak.." Eda was really hurt each time she open up and trust someone they walk on her she shooke her head and looked at the moon and asked him "what is waiting for me moon!" And the moon didn't answer her only with a bright white light.. "is this is love?!" She wondered.