I wish I knew

Sweet lie

Kami went for a run as usual before she headed to the gym in the morning, she sat down to drink water untill she hears a dog's bark "hey Max stop hey boy come back.." she looked who was that she finds it Eda running after her dog "hey Eda!" She waved "hey" Eda said breathless "that dog will drive me insane he run after everything that flies" "if you see my cat you will thank God for Max" "oh you have a cat?" "Yes his name is shadow he's a mess but too cute to punish you know" "oh I do". Max came back to Eda barking "hey buddy hush" "you go for a run often?" Kami asked "yeah but this is a first I take Max with me it's like a walk for him and he keeps me company too" kami needed "you heading to the gym later?" she asked Eda wasn't going but she said yes just to stay with Kami "great so let's go together "sure lemme take Max back home.. you can come over right" "yeah sure".

They walked to Eda house and kami was impressed how big it was she thought to her self that they are really rich.. "come in" Eda said "thanks".. "well hello ladies" the British accent took kami to an other world "hey" Eda said "this is my bestie .. Kami Louther" "oh nice to meet you miss Louther" kami stood there speechless "she had a thing for the British accent" Eda said causing Alex to smile at the girl "welcome than make yourself home". The girls went to Eda's room to change and head out took the cars keys and went to exercise. Eda kept an eye on kami just in case anything happens she couldn't help it after she knew about her condition.

Over the days Eda became so pretective about kami which caused them to fight, because kami hated such actions "I'm okay can you stop acting this way it's just... So annoying" kami said with anger in her voice "what! I .. all I want is you to be save and .." "and what" kami cut the talk off "don't ever give me the petty look or action I HATE THAT!" She yelled "I'm not.. I'm your friend I never looked at you with petty eyes what the fuck kami!" Things got ugly for a second untill kami sat down and told Eda "I hate it.. I just when people look at me this way.. I .. " Eda wanted to get close to her "NO I just I hate when they know I'm sick and they treat me in a different way.. trust me it sucks my parents are enough.. I jus.." Eda cut off her words with a warm hug "you are not a weak girl kami, YOU ARE a badass from the first time I saw that Latino smile the way you stood up for everyone that was in troubles or fights that can't defend them selves.." she went quite than added "if you never told me you were sick I would never find out because you are strong and I can't imagine how much pain You've been trough" kami went down tears because of these words "you can count on me in anything I'm here for you" "just don't push me away or anyone that cares about you!", kami looked at Eda with tears in her eyes "thank you" "NO thank YOU! For letting me in kams" she said wiping kami's tears of her face, "come on now give me that smile that id die for" causing kami to smile back at her words.

A month later Niya came back from her trip to Brazil with gifts for her besties catching up on what they missed "I want you guys to see it it was so beautiful" "well what I really wanna do is go to Britain" Eda smiled at kami's words "so tell me what aw I miss" "nothing much but we miss going out with you the three of us" "let's go out tonight" kami offered "that's a yes from me and a yes from Eda she loves to party" "and have orgasms" she added "excuse me" Eda said laughing. The girls went out for dinner and you can see how people were jealous of their friendship how the joy and the happiness was surrounding them.. they enjoyed their last year at highschool like they should.

They got out to head out where Eda's car was parked but she forgot the keys at the restaurant "who can ever forget their cars keys at the restaurant" Niya said laughing meanwhile Eda went back they waited for her. Kami saw a girl that she thinks she saw before but doesn't remember where and she was coming their way, her car was parked next to Eda's car "hey I know you" the girl said "I'm not sure you do but I'm sure we met before" she smelled a familiar perfume "oh you are that girl" they said it at the same time "oh this is gay" Niya said between her and herself, "how are you" "I'm good.." they talked for while when Eda showed up and looked at the new blond girl asking her " and who are you?" Raising her eyebrow "oh I'm sorry I am Rain" looking at kami "nice name" kami said, well are you guys coming Niya said "yeah I am.. kami" "yeah I'm coming" kami looked at Rain and said "so see you around" "here is my number you should give me a call" "GAAAAY!" Niya yelled from the back laughing "ah yeah sure bye" Rain waved at kami before heading to her car, "she's cute mmmm Someone is about to be in a relationship" "chill Niya it's just a number" Eda was jealous but covered it up "it is yeah.." kami said. Eda drove out of the busing thinking her self "I used to love the rain and now I hate Rain!" Yeah.. she was jealous.

When kami was at home she gave the girl a call and they talked fro while texted for weeks and ended up at dated and finally a relationship.. "we went on a date and.." "you what!" Eda said " you didn't even tell us" "it was quick I didn't plan for it" "that's cool what happened any news you gay ass" Niya said "I'm in a relationship" Eda tried her best to not look mad or jealous " omg congrats kams! Your first gay relasionship" "yesss!" Kami said happily" " that's.. great kami I'm happy for you" her eyes were too light to show how red they became before she's about to cry but she Handled it well "thank you guys" "that's what besties are for right" Niya replied and Eda was like "that's.what.besties.are.for .. yeah"

Miss Moonrack was on fire that night after she dropped the girls at their houses she went for a ride by her own thinking about kami being in a relationship "god damnit! What is this why do I feel this way do.. do I love her!" "Did I waste my chance!" She stopped the car near the beach and got out of it letting the wind play with her dark hair and drying up her tears, "she deserves to be happy, as long as I'm by her side I can take it it's better for us to stay friends" "FUCK" she yelled "what kind of joke am I saying to myself! being a friend with someone I love" she stopped for a moment "someone I love.. shit" and there where was the time she realized that she was in love with kami.. "I must keep it for myself, I should keep it low, kami needs me as a friend more than as a lover, what is love after all, its only a losing game, I'll lie to myself a sweet lie and belive it".

She got back to the car and drove to a shop near by selling make up "I'm sorry we are closed" she looked at the Asian girl "I'm not here to buy" she gave her that sexy look of hers and they both knew they will fuck this night.
The next thing was at the girl's apartment there were two girls in tub close enough to each other. Eda looked like a goddess with a wet ponytail Hair strands hanging from her neck to her shoulder, naked body covered only with water, untill the other girl came in for a kiss, and not blamed for it to not be able to fight her magic and they made out, water drops falling off her hair the other girl had a big tattoo of a dragon on her back they spent the night together, and Eda was thinking of kami even if she was having a bomb one night stand right now.