I wish I knew

You're what I want but I can't have

Few days before prom, the students of Miami high were getting ready for it, decorations and DJ songs, everyone asking someone to be their dates that night, it is a chance that your crush will like you back, or it is the first step to win their heart as well.
Eda had a lot of boys and girls asking her to be their date for the dance, but she only wanted one that she can't have "you only want what you can't have" she thought to herself, the bell rang allowing the students out for lunch, Jacob passed by Eda "hey I wanna ask you t.." she lifted her hand saying "stop I'm not going to the dance with you" and left, "heart breaker huh" Michel said from behind "whatever I'll ask kami" "kami is taken jack" Niya confirmed to him while she got in the cafeteria with her girlfriend Rain, "You lesbian" "hey to you too neighbor" kami said holding her girl's hand.

Everyone at school talked about how cute they were together and that triggered Eda each time she hears it in the hallway, at the cheering club and the cafeteria, but she couldn't help but remain silent about her feelings for kami. Niya by then got her self a boyfriend who seemed to be nice and treats her well, also giving her shit loud of orgasms as Eda telling the story to Jouls when she met with kami and her girlfriend, "hey" kami said "well hello" Jouls said "we miss you around someone took you away from us huh" kami smiled and looked at Rain with loving eyes and said "she took me from my own self that far" Eda didn't say a word she only drank her coffee, "she took her from her own self how far this bullshit can go" "forever" Rain said causing Eda to come back to earth and panic "did she hear my thoughts! What the fuck" than realized that she zoned out and Rain was talking to an other person "shit" she got up took her bag to leave "hey! Where are you going" kami asked her "I'll go for a ride" "can I ride with you?.. I really miss you" the life got back to Eda's eyes after she heard that "sure but only me and you" "you got it" kami stood up kissing her girlfriend to leave her with Jouls and the others and head out with Eda.

The girls wants to their favorite place at the beach, they talked about a lot of things and about Rain her and how it's going with her, they talked about Niya and the guy that she found and apparently he is treating her well. " I feel like Niya will get married first" " I can't wait to see you on your wedding" kami said giggling .Eda went for a silent moment and then said "I wonder what the future is holding for us" her tone was worried but Kami pulled her closer to comfort her and said "the future might be scary ..but if you live the moment you will be at a peaceful place, each moment you live and you think it's not going to turn to a memory in the future.. " she huffed and continued "it will, no matter how small it is" she looked at those green eyes, "so how about we get some ice cream and call Niya to surf again like the old days", Eda agreed and stood up giving a hand to kami to get and walk by her side, "I'm so glad I found you two, after all that detention was a blessing" kami laughed at these words and pushed Her playfully so she fell down, and she ran away but Eda ran after her to catch her.

Niya joined the girls and they got in the water Eda didn't want to swim and kami remembered that she can't so all they did was sitting on the sand chatting "Eda you have a scar on your shoulder how did you get it" Niya asked touching it Eda's reactions was stressful she didn't like to touch it her self or others to do so,she snapped "I'm sorry I didn't meant to.." "no it's okay" kami looked at her with caring eyes "it's okay if you don't want to tell us" "I was a little kid when my parents died" "omg" Niya said "our house was eaten by fire and dad saved me when I was a child he didn't survive it was too.. too late for him" her voices cracked "and this scar was a reminder for me of the way they died and left me alone on this Earth" "heyy! Who said your alone I'm here for you, we both are" "I know ..it's just painful sometimes" Eda couldn't fight her tears "of course it is and it's okay" Niya added, "the family that raised me are the best humans ever and I love them for real but.. I also miss my father and mother" her accent was purely British while telling the story got kami's heart melt "here" kami placed a kiss on the scar "it is a beautiful scar, scars are beautiful they tell your story.. and it will remind you that you are not alone now we are here for you" "also we all have scars that says something about us they are special" she said hugging her and Niya joined them " I love these kind of hugs you guys" Eda said in tears.. "I love you" kami placed a kiss on her cheeks and Eda's heart went like "bitch kiss me again, and by that time it was time for the sun to go down.

Tomorrow night was the dance, and all what Eda thought of is kami's kiss "fuck Rain she get to have more of her I hate that" she wore her suit and took they keys like a daddy. She was wearing a maroon suit, the jacket was open allowing her naked neck and a bit of her chest to show, high heels and staright hair, dark make up and lipstick "I look gay today" she looked in the mirror. Her date was one of the girls she slept with. Niya came with her boyfriend Sam, and kami with her lover Rain. The party started and the drinks were everywhere couples making out and some dancing, Kami Eda Niya Jouls Jason Jacob Michel Anna Amy and Mila.. everyone was there but this group has a special table.. kami's favorite song came in (tusa by Carol g and Nicki Minaj) she jumped to the dance floor, she was wearing a tight short dress showing that Latina butty and got her moves a big flex, Rain joined her for the dance and they got the floor on fire, Eda was drinking and following the Latina's moves closely and wished she can travel with her hands on her body and discover it, but her girlfriend was there to do so. Eda took her dates hand and joined the couple for the dance and she hitted the floor like any professional dancer would while kami was watching her as well their eyes meet from time to time "god" she bites her lower lip" I almost forgot how hot Eda is".
Ed Sheeran "perfect" song came in and it was time for couples to dance, Eda took a sip of her drink and went to Kami "hey can I steal your girlfriend for one dance" kami looked at Eda "s.. sure" "have fun babe" Rain said. Kami placed two hands around her friend's neck and Eda pulled her closer by the waist.. "this song is.." "beautiful right" "just like your eyes" kami said looking deeply into Eda's eyes.. they got closer and kami later her head on Eda's chest "thanks for being in my life Ed I can't imagine it without you and Niya" Eda took a deep breath and said "I'll always be here Kams". Eda felt like she's flying along with kami in her arms while the song was getting close to it's end.

The dance was over and it's time to announce the king and the queen of the dance, "I'm not interested in this so I wanna go", she thought to her self before Rain took kamis lips for a long kiss that she got lost in, "did I tell you you look beautiful tonight" step by step hands started to move here and there she took kami's hand and got out of the part to finish the unfinished business.

Beyond all the bullshit of the top and the bottom stories in sex Rain and kami were a verse they enjoyed sex as much as they can, Rain closed the door and pushed kami in bed joining her placing wet and soft long kissed on her lips while Kami hands were placed on Rains ass squeezing it and feeling the shape of it untill she lifted her up and threw her in bed, Kami took off her dress slowly allowing the other girl to take a good look to what is hers, joining her girl in bed. They were kissing in a way that sucked the life out of each other, kami stripped her girl down and started placing kisses all over her body touching every spot appreciate every detail.. " you sure you want this" "you can use that mouth in other ways Louther" kami smiled between the kisses and went down slowly on her untill Rain gasped when kami kicked her wet pussy, Rain felt so weak already, when starting to eat her like a sweet pie that can't get enough of, Rain's moans were everywhere in the room, and kami just lived to hear that ..untill she couldn't breath and that didn't stop kami untill she gave her what she deserves and what she needs a great orgasm.

"I love naked cuddles with you" kami said "I love being around you I want this for ever" "it is forever or nothing else baby" Rain replied placing a kiss on her girl's forehead, "uni is coming I wonder how would all of it work I will miss being around you" kami said "I know but we will find a solution like we always do we have love that's everything.." Rain told kami that no one will stay in their way and if they did she's willing to kill them" "that's my girl.. but don't kill I don't wanna visit you in jail" they laughed at that and cuddles for the rest of the night.