I wish I knew

My part of Titanic

Two week later, when things got calm Eda was thinking that she can't wait anymore, she was scared that she will lose Kami so she wanted to propose to her just in case life was unfair again..

It was pride month the girls went outside to celebrate it together taking pictures and making memories together, Noah and Amy were old enough to know that there is no shame to be different, and they knew that kami and Eda were dating..

It was sunset when the girls went to the beach to enjoy it together, when Niya had to leave and kami went with Eda for a walk before heading home .. Eda was losing her shit trying to hide it.. checking the clock, "do you have plans tonight babe?" Kami asked " oh no I don't " " well I saw you checking your watch a lot" "well it's a fancy watch what can I say" Eda said covering up her self.. the girls got home when kami was laying in bed Eda was making a snack.. kami joined her they ate together when kami felt a bit dizzy, "are you okay ?" She asked her girl "yeah.. yes I'm fine I guess I'll go take a bath and I'll be fine" Eda nodded.

When kami left Eda took a deep breath, she didn't have much plans for the proposal.. she knew kami liked simple things.. and she was stressing out, kami got into the shower when Eda was behind the door.. she took off her clothes and got in without making a sound when she got in and joined her body with kami from behind "oh hello" "hey!" Eda said kissing her shoulder, "I wanna join if you don't mind" kami turned to face her and said "I don't I need it" she took her lips for a long soft kiss..

The girls got into the tub naked, kami was laying on Eda's chest, just chilling and looking out the view ahead them.. "babe.." "yes" kami said " I'll get up bring something and brb" Eda said getting out and covering herself with a towel, she went and got back in few seconds.. she took it off and joined her girl again, kami was looking at Eda not understand anything.. when Eda said ..

"I know these last few weeks has been exhausting for you, for all of us, I know life took so much from you, it broke you so many times and you fought back, you never gave up.." she paused holding Kami's face "you are too beautiful for a pain like this.." she smiled than said "I wanted it to be special and I couldn't wait anymore.. Kamiliana Louther.. I love you from the deepest corner inside my heart.. I can't imagine my life without you and I don't want to.." she showed a sparkling ring inside the run holding it with her hands before letting it out of the tub, kami held her lips with teary eyes.. "will you make me the happiest woman in this earth.. will you marry me Kami!" Eda said shaking.. stressing out even though she knows the answer.. Kami's tears went down on her cheeks smiling the brightest smile she ever smiled .. "yes! Omg yes Eda YES!" She went for a naked hug and Eda smiled back happily, she showed the ring to kami and than she wore it.. "Eda.. I" "hush, let's just enjoy it" she brought champagne bottle from the side and they drank for love.. for faith.. for never giving up.

The night for the girls was amazing, kami kept looking at her ring, she loved it so much, it meant the world to her, it was more than just a diamond and gold.. it was from the woman she loves it was the light of her heart, of all the memories they made toghter and all the hard time and the good ones they came through.. it was the peace that was saved from her Titanic .. it was the way of a happy life for both of them.. it was what well all call true love.

The next morning they girls were at their favorite cafeteria waiting for Niya to tell the news.. "OH MY GOD!" Niya started crying and hugged her Girls.. "I'm so happy for you guys.. this is the perfect live story and ending.." "it's not the end yet though" Eda said holding f Kami's hand.

The girls decided that they will get married in three months from than.. they told their parents and they went for a family dinner to celebrate the occasion of the engagement of Eda Moonrack and kami Louther.

Life will not treat you well, you will be lost at somepoint, you won't have it all together, you will lose and you will fail.. be broken and hurt, it's sad but it's true.. but isn't life beautiful because everything happens for a reason and after every hard time.. good times will show up, be patient be grateful, see the hope in the small things, hold on to the people who truly loves you, and care for you, who understands you and your pain and never use it against you.

Kami went to see her dad's grave.. she brought flowers and sat next to him.. "hey dada, it's been a while.." she cried.. "I am happy now but it just still hurt that you are not here with me to see it.. look I have an engagement ring dad! I'm getting married, but you won't be here to see it.. sometimes I hate the universe for what it done to me to you.. to everyone.. but I can't do anything about it.. I have to move on it hurts to try but that's life.. I promise you that I'll never forget you, you are here in my heart always.. I love you" she said smiling sadly at the grave.. standing up and heading out to her car..

She got back home to find Eda cooking dinner, she kissed her and gave her a hand.. they had a romantic dinner together.. smoked some weed because you will never be old for a high buzz.. before heading to their room and make love for that night.

They two girls were absolutely crazy about each other.. the room was in low LED lights.. Eda wanted to give a lap dance for kami.. which was something that kami wanted all the time.. Eda put on some good music to dance on, and kami was just there watching and losing her shit, "I never knew you can move that way!" "You didn't see anything" she sat in such a light way on Kami's lap and started moving and rubbing herself on Kami.. when all what kami did was hold her waist and bite her lip.. she was losing it.. when Eda got up kami held her "where you going" "sit and watch Louther" she turned to put her ass between Kami's legs and started twearking when kami saw how that ass moves she couldn't help but smack it, and Eda kept going before sitting back on her lap and took her lips for a long hungry kiss.. kami lifted Eda up and throw her on the bed, "what is it Louther!" "I can't keep going .. I want you now" "oh I thought you can take it" Eda said smiling like a devil " let me see if you can take this Moonrack" she said before undressing her fiance, and fixing her head between her legs.. all you can see is Eda's body under the lights shaking hardly.. holding the bedsheets.. and gasping.. it was such a night for the lovers.

Love and lust, a sole mate and a lovers, an angle and a devil.. a good girl and a stripper.. it was kind of love that had both good and bad.. and come on who doesn't like a bad girl.