I wish I knew

I'm here for you

Few weeks later the girls got close to be called besties, they have lunch together, they go out for a car ride with Eda or walks like kami loves, bust mostly Niya took over because no one can fight the beach, they went to the Niya's house, her parents were so nice and loving. The water was cool and warm so Niya invited them to swim so they did they changed to bikinis and got in the water, Eda couldn't swim because of her shoulder she had an accident while ago provided her from swimming well, Kami gave you hand to do so "here you can hold on me I won't let you go" Eda got nervous each time the water pull her close to kami's body, seeing her and and nice body already in a bikini was too much to handle.. Niya brought surfing boards for each one of them and they just sat on them watching the sunset together.. it was such a good day for the three of them.

Exams came and the girls had to study for them to pass each test, they helped each other study and the exams week went fine.. the last day Eda invited her girls for a night out at a club "so it's a girls night" "yeah.. I'll come pick you guys at 8" "okay so it's game on" kami says.. their parents were cool and trust their kids plus kami needed to spend time out with people after she heated depression up, her parents knew better so they never said no to her and in the other hand she never crossed a line as well.
The girls arrived to the club they were so hot and beautiful that everyone at the club later eyes on them.. "EDA! HEY GIRL!" A guy said hugging Eda tight "it's been a while Jason! How are you" Kami looked at him and from the first look she knew he was gay which made her Happy "as they say know one lesbian and she will lead you to all of them" she thought "we missed you" Jouls Bekky and Jason were Eda's friends since childhood " this is Kami and Niya" "Hey girls nice to meet you" Jouls said "nice to meet you all" Niya replied.. "alright enough hey hello let's DANCE!" Jason said ..Kami laughed and told Eda "I love his energy" Eda smiled at Kami and took her hand to the dance floor along with Niya.. they danced along with their favorite songs playing at the club, drinking living the best life.

They danced and danced and all Eda did was keep an eye on kami's moves and smile "she's a goddess.. I guess I've a thing for Latino girls now huh.."
She huffed and got to the bar to have an other drink and thinking " she's .. I can't tell her I like her I don't wanna destroy our friendship I'll keep it for myself".. she looked a side to see a handsome boy staring at her " maybe I need some fun to forget for now" she only smiled and pulled he legs together in a sexy way that made the stupid boy to come her way and make out with her "ugh boys are stupid but I'm hot enough to be foght" she smiled between the kisses.

Kami needed to go to the bathroom, so she went and got in fixed her lipstick and make up, she had an other cramp and she went like "fuck can you stop please".. "are you okay!" She heard a voice " ah yeah I'm sorry " it's okay I thought someone hurted you " I just feel a little bit off" "you need something sweet or .. " "I'll use some perfume" the girl opened her bag and gave kami a perfume to wake up, she felt better few minutes later and thanked the girl, "I gotta go my girlfriends are waiting for me" "sure take care".. she went out and joined the girls " you took a while I was about to come check on you" Niya said "I had to pee girl shut up" she laughed.. the night went great for all of them.. and got back home exhausted..

Eda didn't drive she was drunk enough so Niya did, and they called it a night.

Kami didn't drink much she took a shower and drank some water to wake up, she was thinking about this heart problems and how would it be in the future, her parents were worried about her and she loved her brother she lived to play with him but she can't keep up with his energy while she's sick which made him sad from time to time .. she took her phone called Eda she thought she won't answer she would be in a deep sleep untill she heard "hello!" "Heyyy you up I thought you'd be passed out" " I passed out enough to be up now" she laughed "it's nice to hear your voice" Niya joined the call and they talked for an hour before going to bed that night.

The next day it was raining, Eda woke up with a headache from last night, made cup of coffee while she sat with her brother in the garden, it wasn't that cold and Eda loved the rain.. "big night huh" Alex said "it was fun yeah .." he got up and said "I'll be late for work, see you this evening" and placed a kiss on her head.
Eda thought that she should keep her feelings for her self and that maybe Kami was just so interesting that's why she liked her.. maybe if she hooked up with other people she will forget it. The phone rang and it was Niya "hey morning" "hey we don't have class today wanna surf?" "It's raining girl" "exactly trust me it's such a mood rain and sea" "alright I can use that" she replied before hanging up and getting ready, take the car keys and go to Niya's house.
"So your bisexual" Niya asked in the water "I am yeah .. and also I'm polyamorous" "oh you mean you don't stick with one person that's bad ass" "well it is but mostly think it's being a hoe but at least I had more orgasms than anyone else" she laughed teasing Niya because she was staright and single "fuck off" she pushed her off the board.

The rain was all over the girls while the water sound was such a mood for real, few minutes later they went out, Kami called them to join her for lunch so it was it. The girls met up and had lunch together, "wanna go for a walk!" Eda asked "you know I love long walks" kami said "let's go" Niya added.. the rain stopped and the rainbow showed up "oh look the rainbow is here to say hey" kami smiled at that.. the girls walked along with each other untill kami was behind.. she stopped holding her chest and fell on her knees in pain.
"Kams!" Eda was screaming when she held Kami "hey! Hey are you okay what's wrong" Niya said that she will call the ambulance when kami took the phone "what the fuck" Niya said "no don't just don't" "Kami what happened are you okay??" Eda asked in a scared tone "help her get up sit down here I'll go bring a bottle of water".. Niya came back and kami drank some of the water, the girls were waiting for explanation "don't give me that look" Eda had a Sharpe look with one eyebrow up waiting for an explanation "we won't stop till you tell us what was that kami" Niya said "okay.. I" "mhhm..??" Eda looked at her "I'm sick.. I have heart disease" she said with tears in her eyes "oh my god" Eda was shock that kami was sick she never seems like she was she never showed it or talked about it, plus she ran she fought she looked normal "it's okay it's .. since I was kid" "that's why you didn't show up before huh!" Niya said worried "yeah it happens from time to time I'm used to it now" " why don't you go to the hosp..." "Stop just stop i hate that place I can't stand it" kami stopped Eda from completing the sentence in an annoyed tone "I'm sorry I'm here for you we both are" they hugged kami which made her fall in tears in her best friends arms ..

The girls went back home and kami didn't not tell her parents what happened because she's used to it and it's nothing new it will just make her parents worried and they would force her to see a doctor which she's so done with. She went to bed smiling that she got friends who got her back thanking God for Niya and Eda being in her life.

Eda was near the pool in her house smoking a joint and thinking of Kami.. "she is sick and I never noticed that how can I be a good friend if I can't know when she's in pain damnit.." she finished her joint and jumped into the pull with clothes on, Alex was in his balcony when he saw her jump "this girl.. something is off with her", he looked up the sky than got inside.