I wish I knew

That's love bitch

The next morning Niya woke up early to find her best friends cuddling on the couch, "wakey wakey" she said heading to the kitchen "I will need a huge cup of coffee this morning" while Eda and kami woke up looked at each other than kami got up and Eda followed her to the kitchen.

The sat in the kitchen looking at Niya and at each other "what's.. going.. on you guys acting weird" Niya took a sip of her coffe, kami looked down and Eda started playing with her hair "did I miss something?" They didn't answer "okay I'm so confused now and I need explanation" she put the cup down and looked at them "listen I'm a detective and I will detect and lies here, so tell me who did you kill" "what no" Eda said making Niya laugh "relax I'm joking" "Niya we need to tell you something" kami said "so..." She began to talk when Eda cut her with "ME AND KAMI ARE IN LOVE".

Niya looked at them with both of her eyebrows up and surprised look "oh shit" kami said.. "hold up a minute" Niya said "so you and .. you are in..love?" She pointed at both of them "like this is happening?" Kami stood up saying "I'm sorry we didn't.." "oh my gosh are you kidding me" she said holding her head that the girls though that's bad when she said "that's AMAZING!!"causing kami to back off and Eda looking at her with what the fuck look.. "bitch please I always knew .. I'm your friend" she laughed "I was waiting for this moment that I though it won't come at all I started losing hope" "so you are not mad you are okay with this" Eda said following kami "that we didn't tell you?" " Oh well everyone knew apparently everything was showing but we were blind" kami said when Niya jumped at them "Pff come on now, just tell me everything what happened, how and why now?".

Kami told Niya that she couldn't hide it anymore and it all came out last night it was scary and stressing but it happened. Niya was so happy for her friends "at least it's a real family now I can't wait to see your kids" whow wow hold up Smith.. doesn't mean that your a mommy I can do the work na-ah" they laughed at Eda's words, drank morning coffee together chatting, Kami asked Eda to date her and Eda said yes, Niya was there just watching how cute they are "that's love bitch" she said clapping at them.

They ran away from Niya's questions to attack her with bunch of questions about her and David Sweeft, "oh well things has been great, he has been there for me, supportive too even though he was pain in the ass sometimes but yeah.. he's a good man" Niya said, "I hope you find a new life with the new love Niya" Eda said holding her hand "thank you guys" "what about the kids?" Kami asked her "well I decided to tell them soon, I didn't before because I wasn't sure and I don't want to bring pain to the family again you know.." they nodded when Eda said "you are a great woman Niya, you are a great mom and an amazing friend, we look up to you" "come on now, kami has been saving people since she was a kid, she got it all under control, and you Eda a bussiness woman and a great lawyer that I feel save because I have a fighter and a defensive friends" "awnn just come here Smith" they hugged each other and onec again kami said "we do love this kind of hugs don't we" the giggling toghter and the apartment was full of laughed and joy that morning.

Eda and kami are officially toghter, it's like a dream came true, both of their families knew and they were happy for them after all they were such good friends and what would keep them from being the perfect couple. They knew everything about each other been there for each other and mostly understood each other, kami has been trough shit in her life and the last break up with her fiance didn't leave a peace of her soul that didn't destroy, she lost hope trust and didn't believe in good anymore.

Eda was lost between the partners she had not finding the right one of being able to erase her feelings for kami, she wasn't at her best as well, they were both lost, not finding who would truly understand them untull they both found a place to call home in each other's embrace.

Kami called her girlfriend and Niya to have a drink informing them that the old friend group is coming too it was more like a old friends party.
Jacob, Mila, Anna, Michel, Jason, Jouls, and Amy .. they were all there along with the best friends .. each if these people had their lives now, from highschool students dreams and hopes and fuck ups to who is a worker who got married and who is a big make up artist now.. they spent a great evening toghter, and informed the groupe that Eda and Kami are together and that kami broke up with her fiance after she cheated on her.. they were all happy for them, but kami couldn't shake the feeling of anger after all.

The night was still going before everyone left the club when kami lighted up a cigarette "hey babe" Eda said "hey" Eda joined her girlfriend "you don't smoke unless you're stressed or thinking what is it?".. "can we talk about this later I don't wanna ruin this night" "if you say so sure, shall we head out?" "Yeah", Niya joined them after she said goodbye to Sweeft or as they call him now by his name David.

Eda spent the night at kamis House chilling, talking when kami told her what was it about earlier "im over her, I just I can't stand remembering what she did or remembering her name or even talking about her it just hurts me" she added "she betrayed me she broke my heart I can never forgive her".. "I even shose the wedding dress and showed it to her we were so happy I just don't know how this plot twist happend".. Eda held her hand saying "sometimes pushing the memories away will cause them to come back stronger each Time, you will never understand why this happened to you, but I know bad things happen to good people" she tried to cheer her up.

" You know" Eda said to capture Kami's attention "the day we went to chose the wedding dress you remember right" "of course I do" "my heart broke each time and little bit Everytime I see you getting away from me, I wished that was for me, I thought that was the end and I gave up the idea of having you.. I held my self up so hard" she said looking deep in Kami's eyes with tears, Eda had light eyes which each time she be emotional they turn red easily "you looked so beautiful in that dress.. than me knowing what Rain did to you killed me, i wanted to punish her" Eda said with caring eyes "I never wanted you to be hurt" "I'm sorry" kami said..

Eda took a deep breath to continue her talk "each kiss I saw and just the though of you in her arms it just.." she added "but I was happy for you because I saw how happy you were" "I wish I knew Eda if I knew before this heart break I.." "no it's okay everything happened for a reason even though it was trough pain.. but I got you now! That what matters".
Eda kissed her hand and smiling at her girl, "did you know that I'm crazy about your eyes!" Kami said before stealing a kiss from the British girl.

After all the misery.. Darkness loneliness, pain, tears and hard times that life out us trough the lessons that caused so much heaviness to all of the three girls, they never lost hope or faith in themselves, and if one is going down the two lifted her up, they were the perfect example of real friendship.
But after all hope will save you or kill you alive.. your choice to survive or be a victim.