I wish I knew

It was the week before the day the girls will travel to island kami was fl in love with it she saw bunch of pictures of it and she wanted to go there since Eda was from near by it Eda and Kmai went on the trip they planned the next week,they got their things packed up and ready to go, they said goodbye to their families and friends and they kept checking on things like it's the last time they will.. they arrived to the airport and they catched their flight.. everything was going well they were taking cute pictures together and kami was in love with the upper view from the cry, white fluffy clouds and blue sky. it was the evening when they sky broke into an amazing colors shade of orange red and pink.. purple and blue kami was absolutely in love and Eda was watching the happiness up on her face she adores how her girl loved the view and how happy she was..

*BOM* the plane shakes a little bit than stopped, it was calm for a second than it happend again but stronger this time leaving everyone looking around trying to understand what's happening
"shit what was that" Eda said looking around her when the other passengers were freaking out and the hostess  were trying to calm them down, "kamz!" Eda said looking at her girl "you okay" "I am what's happening Eda !" "I don't know.. hold my hand" the girl held her hand squeezing it to make her feel safe when the pilot told them they have a major problem in the engine when the plane got down this time hardly they were losing control of it, people started to pray other cry Eda and kami were holding hands scared.. Eda wanted to hug her girl but she can't if she moves it will be dangerous, she thought about how unlucky they were , "kami baby look at me" kami looked at her crying and it broke her heart "I love you I want you to know no matter what happens here that I'm with you I'm not going anywhere okay" "I love you too babe I'm scared this is scary I don't want to die" "shhh we won't .. you won't it will be okay just hold my hand" "I'm not letting go" the girls kissed each other trying to calm down when the pilot said that he lost control of it and he is up a huge city that if it feel down on it it will kill a lot of people, he asked for permission to crush it on an empty land to save others and die heros.. kami broke into tears and so did Eda she couldn't play it strong anymore she looked at kami and told her "I'm so sorry baby I'm so sorry I.." "it's okay you are here I'm here we are together in this okay don't worry" "I wish it will be quick" "do u think it will hurt?" Kami asked "it won't as much as it will it I'm away from you" "I love you so much" Eda said when kami kissed her.. "I never thought I'd die on a plane I always thought I'd die from a cancer or something" "shshsh babe no " "I'm just kidding"

The plane was going down faster and faster people are freaking out crying and hugged each other when kami looked at Eda and told her "you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and it took me so long to realize it I'm sorry" "don't be you finally did and we will live a good life after this" "I just.. I wish I knew it will be this way I would've kissed you more hugged you more told u I love you more  pissed you off more.." Eda cried .. "I wish I knew this fucking flight was wrong" "if it was we would not be here it's meant to be" they got closer and faced each other Eda laid her forehead on her girl's and it suddenly all turned to white.

Next thing is the news breaking the silence about the flight crush that caused the death of all the passengers they still looking for the black box without finding it. The girls families were watching the news with a broken heart and Niya heard late which it crushed her for life.

The love between the girls was bigger than ever, pure string and real, it was meant for them to be in that position and who knows maybe they are in an other life living a mortals life with a mortal kind of love.

I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you I'm gonna hold you like I'm saying goodbye, whenever we standing I won't take you for granted cause we never know when we are saying goodbye.

Thanks for reading my story it's nothing big but it meant so much to me to write it down it helped me through my hard times, enjoy life and remember you are loved and worth it and your wishes and prayers are heard by the stars.