"You're a worthless twat!"
"No one likes you!"
"Why wont you do all of us a favor and die?!"
"Why are you here, you can't sing!"
"You're so damn immature!"
"For fuck sake! You can't do anything right!"
"You're nothing! A worthless piece of shit!"
The words burned in my head. He always told me that, every day. Why? What had I done? Why did he say it? Was it true? Was I worthless? Did no one like me? Did I do everything wrong? Would it be better if I just died?
Did he know how what he said affected me? I couldn't show him it did, that would just make him happy. I need to be strong. But it's hard.
Did he mean what he said? And if he didn't, why did he say it then? And if he did mean it, then again why? What had I done? What made him feel like this? Had he always felt so?
What had I done to make him hate me so much?
AN: Just to clear some things up, this is only fiction. it has never happened and never will, I do not hate any of the boys (I love all of them very much)
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Worthless - Larry Stylinson fanfic
Fanfiction*TRIGGER WARNING! Self-harm, eating disorder (not really but kind of) suicidal thoughts and possible major character death. If you can't handle this then back off and drink a cup of tea. PLEASE DO NOT IGNORE THIS WARNING!!!* Maybe if we all thought...
