Falling for the Lone Wolf (Lab Rats - Chase Davenport Love story)

Not an Update - Seriously Read

A/N Hey guys. The second part to The Truth is on its way, but it's still going to take a bit. I'm really sorry it's taken me so long to get this out, but this chapter is incredibly hard for me to write. I have no inspiration or motivation to write it, and it was difficult for me to imagine anything that had to do with the actual mission. The hard thing about writers is that we have to be everything in the universe. We have to be scientists, superheroes, villains, boys, girls, all of it, and it's difficult to write those kinds of characters when you don't have experience, or when they're supposed to be smarter than you. I just could not for the life of me figure out how I wanted the mission to go, but I'm working on it the best I can. I can't guarantee stellar work. I'm going to try to work on this more, but now that I'm in college with homework heavy classes and I just got my first job, it's going to be difficult to write anything, but I'm going to try. It'll be easier since it's going to be episode based for a while and I won't have to figure out much of my own stuff.

I also want to explain something as to why I'm having so much trouble updating this story. For one, I'm losing interest. I had so many ideas for this, and hopefully they'll come back once I get started again on the actual episode chapters, but creating chapters of my own has been super difficult and I've been stuck on this one chapter for almost a year. I'll be honest in saying I haven't watched Lab Rats in a really long time. I do have Disney+, so it'll be easier to get the episodes done, but again, I'm losing slight interest. I want to finish this though, especially since I'm only on season 1.

The next reason things have been so out of place is that I'm not doing well mentally. I'm kind of in a rough place with the stress of balancing school and a job, as well as just my mental health in general. Quarantine has not helped with this in the slightest. I don't have the energy to do anything, fun or not. I can't seem to want or do my homework, my Diamond Dotz, read, write, play video games, do puzzles, hell even getting out of bed is difficult sometimes. I'm constantly exhausted from work and am hurting a lot more from it, which adds to the not wanting to get out of bed. Basically, if it takes more effort than just scrolling through something on my phone as I lay down, I haven't wanted to do it, and it's hard to force myself to. I've just been struggling a lot lately, and it's affected me a lot. I don't exactly know what's going on with me, but I know it's not good and my mental health needs to come first before anything.

Thank you to you guys who are being understanding of this, and who have stuck by this story since I started it years ago. I don't know how it started to pick up so much again, I've been seeing so many adds and comments on it in the past month than I have in a year, which makes me happy because I know that you guys do enjoy reading what I have to offer. I'm going to try to get better and hopefully get this story going again, but it won't be easy. And all I ask from you guys is just for your patience and your support. Thank you.

- Jess