Call Out My Name // Ben Solo

Visions

"Are they back BB-8?" Dorian asked looking at the little droid as it rolled up beeping excitedly. The little orange and white unit rolled itself around happily before it took off towards the landing deck with Dorian in tow. There she saw two of her life long friends on the landing deck. She ran towards then sharing a group hug with them. "I've missed you boys, how was it, did you find anything?" Poe and Finn's smiles faded, and Finn nodded. "Yeah, come on we've gotta talk to Leia" 

Finn, Poe, and Dorian met with General Organa and other resistance personal, they gathered around and listened to Poe and Finn. "Ahem, there's been a rumor that-" Poe paused and looked at Finn who continued "Snoke is building a star destroyer". One of the techs chimed in "What like a death star?". Poe shook his head and pulled out a small bag and handed it to Finn. He placed it in the reader and up popped the schematics, "This is the star-killer compared to the Death-star" said Finn pulling up the death-star. Light gasp could be heard across the floor seeing that the Star- Killer was at least 3 times the size of the original Death-Star. Someone asked "How do they power it?  It would take an extremely large power source to hold that thing up?".  

Poe and Finn looked at one another and then too Dorian, when Poe said "It's a planet". Dorian swallowed hard, and held composer until the briefing was over. She had been feeling odd all day. Even during meditation she felt uneasy, and restless. She decided to walk back out to the forest on the base of Yavin 4, with Poe and Finn behind her. "Dorian..come on don't walk away, talk to us" pleaded Poe.  She stopped walking and took a deep breath and turned to face them. "I- I don't know, I feel uneasy". Finn tilted his head "Yeah, we all do-" Dorian shook her head at him, "No..i've felt this for awhile. I need to meditate". BB-8 started beeping and Poe looked and Dorian "BB here says you've been meditating everyday- from sun up to sun down.". Dorian looked at BB-8 and then to Finn and Poe. "Look I just want too make sure that-" she stopped talking and took in a deep breath. Finn stepped forward and placed his hands on her shoulders. "Dorian, it's been 5 years since that night, you're a lot stronger now, please."

Taking in another deep breath, he starred at her best friend, thinking about that night Ben destroyed the temple. She saw the concern his Finn and Poe's eyes. Instead of dwelling on it she put it to bed for now and said "How's Jannah?" following with a smile. Finn grinned happily, "She's good. Her and Han are still touring planets trying to build alliances. She says she misses you". Giving a soft scoff, she replied. "I miss her too". Poe walked over "Alright, come on let's go eat i'm starving" he placed his arm around Dorian's shoulder and the trio, along with BB-8 headed to the canteen to get something to eat. 

The evening went on, everyone including Dorian, had a relaxing evening. They all sat around a fire outside of their bungalow, just laughing and talking. Trying to take their mind off the growing First Order. Dorian starred at the fire and began to get flashbacks of that night. Flashes of Ben's face. Clearing her throat she looked at her friends "I think im gonna turn in" she stood up and made her way into her bungalow washed up, and crawled into her bed, trying to clear her mind and get her much needed sleep.

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 Dorian found her self in room that was black, with red lights, and surrounded by fire. In front of her was a pillar that held a triangular shaped artifact sitting on top of it.  A voice echoed around her saying in a low coarse tone 

"You know who you are"

"Give into the dark side" 

"It is your destiny" 

The object was calling to her, she moved closer and slowly reached her hand out to grab it. Till she heard a voice from behind saying "The only way you'll find Exagol is with me" 

Dorian turned around to see the tall figure of Kylo Ren, once known as Ben solo. She looked at him and didn't speak. Kylo removed his mask , and there he was. He had aged a bit, being 27 years of age now.  He looked sad, dejected. Suddenly everything went black, all she could hear was the sound of her breathing. Then Kylo unsheathed his saber and she heard his gravely voice say in her ear "you're gonna need me"

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Dorian jolted herself up, she was trying to catch her breath. She hadn't thought of Ben in years. She knew that he was a Sith, and that he was a leader in the First Order. Dorian spent years forcing him out of her mind, and in her dream, it felt as though he was there, she could feel the warmth of his body, and the vibration of his voice in her ears. She also had no idea what Exagol was, or what that object was or where she was in that nightmare. Dorian sat in silence till she, a feeling overcome her. She pulled herself out of her bed and slowly walked over to the trunk at the end of her bed. Kneeling down she opened it. Moving the clothes, she pulled out a trunk. Opening it to reveal the sacred Jedi text that survived Ben's wrath. That night she searched all of the books till she found the artifact she saw in the dream. She noticed Master Skywalkers handwriting, he was looking for it. She read all night till she dosed off onto the floor.