Dorian opened her eyes wide. She knew where the way finder was. "Ben..psst..hey" She said tapping him lightly. "hmm" he moaned opening his eye's slightly. "I know where the way finder is". She watched him sit up and stare at her intently waiting for an answer. "The Death Star" Their eyes locked, before Ben got up and got dressed to put in the coordinates for one of the Endor system's since that was the last place, that the Death Star was near. Dorian sat up and saw that her bag wasnt in the room. She didn't want to walk out naked to get clothes. So she rummaged through Ben's drawers and grabbed a pair of his lose fitting pants, and one of his shirts that were way to big for her. She walked out to where he was, and sat down next to him. He looked at her wearing his clothes and said "Comfortable?", Dorian just smirked, and nodded.
The two decided that they needed to eat, and Ben had food stored on the ship, and a small eat in kitchen. Dorian cooked them up a stew, and Ben sat and watched her the whole time, smirking her when she tried to reach something on a top shelf. Ben laughed and force pulled it down for her. Dorian turned around and made a silly face at him. Ben was lost in the simplicity of it all. Dorian sat their food down and they began to eat. "This is really good" he said looking up at her. "Thankyou" she smiled. The two of them were feeling this connection with one another. They talked casually till they reached the Endor system.
The two of them landed infront of a massive body of water where a dilapidated and unfinished death star sat. The two of them stood next to one another starring at this large mass that had the way finder. "Please tell me you know where it is exactly" said Ben looking down at Dorian. She rolled her eyes and took a few steps forward and starred at the Death Star. Closing her eyes she focused on where it could possibly be. Eventually she opened her eyes, and pointed to a spot high up on the Death Star. "There, in the throne room". Ben huffed out and the two of them went back to Ben's ship and decided to hover over the ship and land it on a flat piece of the ship that wasn't submerged. Water was crashing all around them as they ran into the the death star. They saw an opening and looked up. "Alright if the throne room is on that side, we're gonna have a way to go."
Dorian hated heights and wasn't athletic like Ben, she could hold her own, but she was still nervous. "You're scared?" he asked. She shook her head, not wanting to admit that. Taking in a deep breath, she trudged forward with Ben following behind. The two of them ascended up the exposed foundation of the death star. Ben reached the top first and then helped Dorian up by grabbing underneath her arms and lifted her up. Dorian let out a small gasp feeling his strong hands on her. The two of them starred at one another before the ominous feeling consumed them. Dorian and Ben looked around the room seeing it weather worn and dark. Dorian saw a large door off the side of the Emperors throne, it was like it was calling her to it. Dorian walked past Ben and to the vault he followed her and the two of them stood in front of it. Dorian felt compelled to step forward, and once she did the vault opened and the two of them walked into it. Dorian could feel her heart in her ears, and grabbed Ben's arm for comfort. Ben kept Dorian behind him to keep her safe. The pair made their way to the end of the vault where they saw what they came for, the Wayfinder. The two starred at the object and Dorian reached out to grab it, but Ben beat her to it. Dorian looked at Ben, he didn't even have to say anything, the look in his eyes said it all. "Give it here Ben" she breathed. "Dorian, we could take it, and destroy the Emperor and then you and I can create a new Order". Dorian shook her head "Please don't do this. We have to get this to the Rebellion, we-give it to me Ben" she snapped saying the latter. He towered over her walking forward making her back up he didn't speak, and neither did Dorian until she was out of the vault. "Ben you can't do this, please think about what you're doing" her voice started to break and all Ben did was hold his hand out "join me?". Dorian let the stray tears fall and shook her head.
Ben made a fist and scowled at her, he dropped his hand and placed the way finder in his satchel. He began to walk forward to leave, but Dorian pulled out her light-saber and held it out in front of her. Ben took a sharp breath "You don't want to do this" he growled. Her voice was shaking and she gave a whisper "I dont. But I will". Ben then quickly pulled his saber out and the two of them stuck each others saber while starring intently at one another. The two began fighting and Dorian was fueled by hurt and anger. The two of them found their way on to the area where they had landed the ship. Dorian was shrill and screaming with every strike. Ben was having a harder time than he would've admitted going against her with this kind of rage behind it. Ben met her rage and began grunting and he struck her down. He then back handed her knocking her down, Dorian on quick thinking force held his saber and with rage that gripped her she stabbed Ben in the stomach. Immediately Dorian felt a pain course through her body, the worst she had ever felt. the saber retracted and Ben fell back.
Seeing Ben fall back and breathing hard, Dorian rushed to his side a closed her eyes placing her hand on his stomach. Ben was so disoriented all he wanted to do was look at Dorian, he wanted her to be the last thing he ever saw. Dorian began to focus and channel her life into Ben. Ben eventually felt himself able to breath, their eyes met and before Ben could speak Dorian said through a sob "You broke my heart, again", quickly grabbing his satchel she took off onto the ship leaving Ben alone.

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Call Out My Name // Ben Solo
FanfictionI don't know the direction this story is going to go, so i'll wait on a summary. But, its angsty. lemony, and possibly smutty <3 Takes place over the span of 15 years.