Dorian had spent 3 years, looking for the way-finder. She's lost all communication, with the rebel alliance. She doesn't know if her friends are even alive. She's had to stay hidden because she knew that Kylo was looking for her, from the last time she spoke to the base before they destroyed the star killer.
She needed to break and regroup, but with every stop on a planet, she was putting herself more and more at risk, along with anyone who was willing to help her. She spent the last year looking for the sacred Jedi Island. It was hidden on charts, the only mention of the island were in the Jedi text. She finally found it. It was a small island on the small planet of Ahch-To.
She was so angry with herself that she wanted to just stay on the island forever. She hadn't been on the island more than a week when she started having more intense dreams that kept her up at night.
One morning she decided to explore the island. Armed with her saber a cloak covering her face other than her eyes, she ventured out, making her way to the top of the island. It was warm, and comforting, until she felt an intense buzzing in her ear, drowning out the ways, birds, and island Porgs. She could feel someone behind her. As she turned around, she saw Kylo with his mask on. All they could hear was the sound of their breath and heartbeat, Dorian quickly swung her saber at him, making him yelp.
Ben who was sitting his chamber, grabbed his chest unsure of what just happened. He stood up and tried to use the force on her holding his hand out "You will bring the way finder to me".
Dorian didn't say anything and just looked at him like he was an idiot. Ben put his hand down realizing it was pointless. He starred at her and with his distorted voice spoke "Are you doing this?...Hmm. no you're not strong enough to do this, the effort would kill you"
"You're never gonna find me" she snapped. Kylo ignored her, "can you see my surroundings, I can't see yours. Just you". Dorian was silent and Kylo could hear the sound of waves crashing violently around her, and the sound of birds. Dorian used the force to remove herself from whatever interaction that occurred. Ben looked in the spot where she was. He noted that she was somewhere with water close by. He went to the analyzers unit on the base and demanded they map out planets with oceans and alert him when the list was compiled.
He went back to his room and sat quietly trying to communicate again with Dorian, or at least get glimpses of her surroundings.
Dorian was uneasy by what just happened. She was shaking with fear and anger. She knew she and Ben had a connection, she just didn't know why. Traveling up the island till she reached the top seeing the ocean, smelling the salt air, and feeling the breeze on her face, she soaked it in. It was a precious moment for her. Looking down the hill she saw a set of stairs carved from stone. Leading down to what looked like under the island. She looked around, worried that Kylo might see her, she then made the long walk down the hill, and then to the stair case. Standing at the top she looked down, and saw the stairs going down and then turning under the island. Steadying herself she walked down the narrow stairs, and ducked down so she wouldn't hit her head as she went under the island. It was silent. No waves, the water was still,no breeze, and just the eerie sound of her breath and footsteps as she made her way down to what appeared to be a cave. It gave off a grey glow, very calming, and soothing. Dorian was on the last step and then stepped onto the dark grey sand feeling it crunch beneath her boots.
She slowly walked into the cave, it was luring her in. She was met with a large mirrored stone. It wanted her to ask a question. She wanted to ask where the way finder was, but that wasn't the question that came out. Instead she said "Show me my future" after she said that, she shook her head trying to regain control. She saw a figure behind the mirror coming closer and closer. All that was heard was Dorians labored breathing, her eyes widened in horror as Kylo Ren came into view. She looked at him and then to her own reflection, she was in a wedding dress.
She turned quickly and ran out of the cave and back up the narrow stairs, reaching the top of the hill she dropped to her knees and began to cry. She didn't believe it, she refused. She let out a guttural scream, because she had no words to describe the feeling of agony that over came her.
She collected herself and walked down to the small dome shaped lodging that she had her things in. She collapsed down on the mat staring at the stone floor. She refused to believe that what she saw was true. He was a monster.

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Call Out My Name // Ben Solo
FanfictionI don't know the direction this story is going to go, so i'll wait on a summary. But, its angsty. lemony, and possibly smutty <3 Takes place over the span of 15 years.