A Delmarno's Lover

26. 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙍 𝙐

𝗞𝗼𝗹𝗲'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩
That's why I loved Char. That confidence was insane. Gun pointed directly at him, by the man who killed his father nonetheless, and he would make a joke and sit down for a meal. True warrior.

That's why I chose him as my right hand man, fair enough I needed a killer and he was noting like that, but his confidence was excellent in negotiations. No fear whatsoever.

It was clear to me that my mother had brought him back. She had a knack for that, going further than me and father ever could. I watched as my family began to bond again.

They laughed at Charlie's jokes, listened to my father's wisdom, comforted my sister and adored my mother for her cooking. And I had never felt so out of place in my life.

The sadness I felt could not be explained, I was so happy to be home with my family yet I was still not right. Everything felt dark. But I couldn't let them know.

I saw as Charlie eloped his hand into my sisters and my mother kissed my fathers cheek, I felt my gorgeous girlfriend, Molly, lean her head onto my shoulder and I heard her sigh out in happiness. I smelt the food that my mum had prepared, yet every sense felt numb. Nothing was right, but everything was how it was supposed to be.

I quickly realised that I wasn't meant to be here, that this wasn't right. That I wasn't okay. Asking to be excused but not waiting for an answer, I hurried off to the bedroom I shared with Molly.

Everything around me was her. It was all her, and it was satisfying, but I was still out of place. I'd just gotten home, everything was meant to be better right? Happy ever after?

No that doesn't exist. My head scrambling with contradicting thoughts, I ran out. Out of the room and out of the house. Shit what was I doing? I didn't know. Nothing was right.

Nothing was right. Nothing was right. Nothing was right. Over and over and I began to panic. My need for a fix kicked in and I called Tyrano. No answer.

That was it. I was done. I didn't want to be here anymore I was scared to death of everything. Just breathe, I told myself. I was still stood on my parents long drive, of course, Molly had heard me leave and she came out to join me.

Her arms came around my waste and she lay her head on my back. "I know what your thinking, Love, but no... come inside baby." She pleased. Love. She called me love... that's what I call her. See? Nothing was right.

Reluctantly, I followed her inside. She took me upstairs, I'm guessing to get a breather from everyone's commotion. Still, I didn't feel right, but I let her wrap her arms round me as we lay down and try her hardest to comfort me.

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𝗠𝗼𝗹𝗹𝘆'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩

In the loud chatter of our family in the kitchen, i heard Kole burst out of the front door. I could tell he was stressed from the way he excused himself. He'd lost his cockiness and I honestly missed it.

Realising I needed to be looking after him, I sped outside after him. I found him outside, blazer wide open almost dropping off his shoulder and breathing incredibly heavy. He had obviously rustled his hair it was messier than usual and sweaty too. I tried to comfort him, "I know what your thinking, love, but no... come inside baby." I tried to be the boss for once. Kole had carried so much of the weight in our relationship now it was my turn. I led him upstairs to rest in bed, he didn't need to work on family bonds right now, he needed to work on him. This was about him.

I wanted to know what he was thinking, what could I do? What was wrong? Slowly but surely, we drifted off to sleep. The television was still on, I had left it in hopes that it would comfort Kole, little did I know i'd only made it worse.

When I woke up, the bed was cold. Chilling almost. I thought he'd probably nipped for a shower but our en-suite was still locked. "Kole!" I called. No answer. I grabbed the key and unlocked the door, I'm his girlfriend it wasn't anything I hadn't seen before. The shower was bone dry, not a splash of water in sight. He obviously hadn't been there. So he must be downstairs.

Charlie, Kelly, Angela and Luiz were seated in the living room, all giggling away at Charlie's cheesy lines. "Anyone seen Kole?" I asked. "I thought he was with you?" snapped Kelly. "I heard him leave about five minutes ago... I assumed it was Gerard heading home." Charlie piped in. "He's gone!" I gasped.

All of us jumped and ran outside, each plunging for our vehicles. Kelly went with Charlie, Luiz and Angela went in Luiz's limo with his driver. That's when I noticed that Marve was still here, he was perched outside in Kole's Limo texting. I ran to the rolled down passenger window sticking my head in. "Did Kole order you?" I questioned.

"Yes but when I got here he got in his car and left." grumbled Marve. "We need to find him." I told, climbing into the back. "But miss, you cant use the-." He started. "IT'S A SILLY RULE, STEP ON IT MARVE!" I yelled, he did so.

I'd just broken one of Luiz's biggest rules, and I couldn't care less. My boyfriend was at stake here.

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We'd been driving round for hours, everyone of us keeping in contact via a group chat Charlie had made around two hours in. Kelly had had to take over driving now, Charlie was in bits. It was understandable, he'd hardly made up with Kole and now he was missing. Finally, I got a message from Olivia, she was rude but she gave me information so I wasn't really bothered about her emotions. I read the text out loud, on call to the group.

Your man just stopped by The Hound, he's whining about somet, looks a right state. He left some note and told me to wait til u came. So come get it.

- Liv

What the hell was on that note?

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Hi! So if you've come this far, you're nearing the final of this book. Chapter 30 will be that finale, after this chapter things will get DARK so if you can't handle it please feel free to stop reading or skip past the chapter making you uncomfortable, I'll leave the details of what's included at the start of each chapter.

This story is one that highlights Depression, the meaning will be clearer by the end. It has also been a story of Drug abuse. So as a final chapter I'm going to link a few websites to help anybody that wants to no more or struggles.

Kole leaves rehab at the beginning of this story, so this is really to show you how such a fast pace life can turn someone to drugs, thank you for reading so far and enjoy! X