A Delmarno's Lover

27. 𝙇𝙞𝙛𝙚𝙨 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚

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This chapter contains mentions of severe depression, if that is something you are uncomfortable please stop here, it is detailed in this chapter so probably not best for you!
Feel free to read another story of mine or skip to the next Chapter, this is for your own well being❤️ -𝗔𝘂𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗿 - @elishaletiax

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I had to leave. I'd made my decision. My life was a curse i didn't want it to be anymore. So i snuck out, leaving Molly peacefully sleeping in that king-sized bed. She looked gorgeous. The quilt was perfectly slinked round her leg, i could only see her shoulders and her right leg, she was lay on her left side. But yet she looked gorgeous. I stared at her for a minutes, her messy black hair entrancing me, it was now lose all over my pillow. I was infatuated with her, i knew that for sure. This woman was Heaven. She was a little dose of an angel with the perect balance of evil, yet pure.

I didn't want to leave her, i wished i could be with her. I wanted this over. Therefore i had to leave. it may sound like i'm making excuses but honestly if you knew my past and all the things i had done... well i guess nobody needed to know really. I did love this woman, but to hell with ruining her life. I left her lying in that bed as the goddess she was and prayed that she'd forget about me soon enough.

After my funeral she'd be okay right? i thought as i left the door. Marve took too long, i needed to get gone before the rest of the family heard me so i jumped into my own car and drove myself. May as well not act the rich kid on my last day right?

i dropped a text to Tyrano, told him i'd be there in ten and once i left if anyone came looking he was to tell them nothing. He met me by his door and i grabbed my little stash. I didnt take any before you judge me, but i figured i should take them, let them go so i could finally be free... and then let myself go.

In simpler terms, i was going to end my life. I raced down to to my sister's pub, acknowledging a minute how far she'd come before i dropped to note off to Olivia, hoping that even though she was angry she would deliver it to Kelly and Molly. As i left i heard a car pulling up, i quickly hid down the alley knowing it was Molly, Lucky enough she didn't notice my car and ran straight inside, taking my chance i hopped back into my car and sped away. Heading for the same warehouse where i had killed so many others.

Once inside, i found the weights my men had been using to chain things down; Cars that needed fixing, animals that were dangerous but being trained (i'd never hurt them), and sometimes even people. I took myself outside, to the lake and chained the weights to my feet, holding them round my chest. I hesitated. Then i jumped.

The water slammed me in my chest and filled my mouth. When my mouth was full, that's when I realised I didn't want to die.

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I got to The Hound as quick as I could. I felt like I was having a heart attack. Why on earth would Kole right a note? He hates writing. Unless...

No. I shouldn't think like that, he wouldn't do that to me. Or so I thought.

I burst the door open, everyone in the pub turning to me. Ignoring their angry eyes, I made my way to the bar, to Liv.

"Oh, finally here are you." She growled. "I came straight away." I hissed. "Sorry, I forgot you live in that rich place now. Ya know, seen as you don't talk to me anymore." She smirked sarcastically. "I haven't got time Liv. Note." I barked.

"What if I want to keep it?" She toyed. "OLIVIA give her that note right now or so help me god get out of my pub you will be fired!" Bellowed Kelly's voice.

"Ugh fine, why do you care?" Snapped Olivia. "Because if my brother writes a damn note then his wishes will be followed." Kelly growled in her face. "Wait Kole's your brother?" Asked Liv as she pulled the note out from a drawer behind her.

"I haven't got time for this!" Cried Kelly, slamming her hands, palms down, onto the bar. "Dang, Kelvin." Liv laughed, handing it over.

"Hey Molly." Called Olivia as I turned away. She had came from behind the bar now. Fuming that she was taking so much time, I turned to look at her but instead I was met with a flush of water. She swirled her drink in my face. Bitch.

"you!" I yelled launching for her face. I clawed her causing a mark straight across her face. That started our scrap. I was winning it too but as I pushed her onto the floor I suddenly felt like I was drowning. I started gasping for air but I couldn't feel it.

Before Liv could take advantage of my situation, Kelly dragged me outside and into the car. "What the fuck Moll!" She yelled at me, before pulling the note out and reading it.

I still couldn't breathe, my lungs felt full as if they were going to explode and my Hearst was pounding, as Kelly read the note I couldn't hear her, like my ears had popped. I wasn't sure if this was an anxiety attack or something else all I knew is I NEEDED Kole Delmarno with my life.

Kelly was speeding now, I was unsure why but slowly the attack stopped and I felt like the water was coming out. This imaginary water. Obviously in my head I knew there wasn't any but it felt so real.

Kelly thrust the note into my hands. "Kole is going to die!" She sobbed.

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