A Delmarno's Lover

23. 𝙂𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙪𝙥, 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚

𝙈𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙮'𝙨 𝙋𝙊𝙑

I'd been looking for him for months, no luck. I couldn't move on, i could hardly work so Kelly fired me. Angela was always crying and Luiz had to run the gang again. He'd left us all in a mess, Kole Delmarno. I was beginning to understand that this was him... this was the man i loved and i'd done this to myself, there were always signs that he wasn't perfect but i ignored every red flag and went all in. Now i couldn't get out, i couldn't find him either.

The last thing he said to me was over text, The night he shouted at me in the kitchen he messaged me 'Max is gone.' That was it. No explanation to why Max was 'gone' and no explanation to how gone he was. I tried everything, i visited his apartment everyday, i went to the house of every single one of the Delmarno's men, i even walked myself into the oppositte side of town, to his rivals, to see if he was around, he was nowhere. I tried to contact Charlie, i travelled to the cabin we'd gone to so long ago. The cabin was empty, it was trashed like Kole had been there so i'd stayed for day, Gerard came with me, and he never came. So for the last week i'd not left my bed. Angela running around below me, cooking all the time and sobbing whilst she did so. Luiz was always out with the men. Gerard spoke to me often but majority of the time i didn't reply. The only question in my head was; is he dead?

Normally, Kole would be in the media, posts of him just going around but even that had stopped. Nothing i could do but lay in bed. I'd pushed my soulmate away with my stupid antics.

Gerard came in, distracting me from my morbid thoughts. "Molly, you must eat." he accused. "I don't want food, i want Kole." i sighed, rolling away from him. "And Kole will return, but let the man have space. He's never been hurt by a woman before." he consoled. "Yes, that's my point. What if i pushed him over the edge?" i sobbed. "That man has a very far edge." he grinned, placing my food down on my bedside table and turning my obsurdly large television, that Angela had bought me, on. "Where's Kelly?" i asked. "Drowning in her work as usal, she's bought a new restaurant so she's sorting out paperwork in her room." he informed. "Her room here?" i asked. He nodded at me, reassuring me that it was okay to go see her.

Despite her firing me, we had actually stayed friends. Her firing me was more of a business move than a personal attack and i understood completely. Wrapping my dressing gown around me, i tiptoed into her bedroom to clamber in bed with her. Honestly, i was glad she'd decided to stay at home and just rent her apartment off, it felt like i had a sister to complain to. She didn't speak she just let me snuggle into bed next to her while she typed away on her laptop. Although we didn't speak for that hour, it was comforting. Still, all i could wonder was where the hell is Kole?

"Hey, wanna come down to The Hound? See how it's improved?" questioned Kelly. I nodded in agreement. I dressed myself in grey cotton leggings and a hoodie, i didn't really dress up anymore... no point when Kole can't see it.

I sat myself at the bar, starting to drink. Not long after, i started to feel buzzed. Kelly was drinking too, yes it was midday but Kelly owned the bar, i didn't have to work and i hadn't left the house in days, i deserved a drink.

And you'd think... i'd finally get to relax. Convenietly, my boyfriend made an appearance. Not physical, but like i said, he was big in the media. I'd turned on all post notifications for every single media site. And like a bitch, my phone finally pinged.

KOLE DELMARNO SPOTTED GOING INTO THE BLANKS HOTEL WITH MYSTERY WOMAN

"Oh you bastard!" i yelled, i burst out in tears. Kelly came to my side. "What's up?" kelly asked. "look!" i sobbed, spinning the phone for her to see. "I've really lost him." i sniffed. "Hes drunk." she scowled. "And im single." i muttered, chucking back my drink. "Stop feeling sorry for yourself, and get your ass up, we'r going to The Blanks Hotel." she demanded, slamming her glass down and getting up.

I followed her. Kelly was angry driving, i was pretty definite we were going to crash if she didn't slow down. I felt like a criminal, like we were doing something illegal or on the run. The wind was flying throught the open windows piercing my ears. Quicked than we should have, we made it to the Hotel. When we pulled up, a dozen paparazzi were outside taking pictures. The medie in our city loved seeing businessmen fail, Kole was their target now. How we were going to get him our without some awful pictures i didn't know, then again how were we even going to get in. Kelly sprang out the car, charging through the crowd straight to the door, i traipsed after her.

We were met by the security, who let us in when the realised who Kelly was, they were unsure about me but Kelly explained who i was and we were shoved inside whilst the security men barricaed us from the Press. The receptionist was young, she seemed to be new to this toos as she was incredibly shocked when we came in. "Kole Delmarno, don't care about any rules, which room?" ordered Kelly. The receptionist nodded and handed her a key card. "That was harsh." i whispered. "I'm a delmarno, sweetie." she sniveled.

We got to room 297 by the elevator, i crept in, unlike Kelly, who charged herself in with no remorse. We figured he'd be in the bedroom with his new woman but instead we found him on the kitchen floor, half naked and clearly too high to move. "KOLE!" Kelly screamed. He looked dead.

"Call an ambulance!" Kelly sobbed. I'm a state of shock, I dialled the number. I didn't know what to say. This could destroy his career. I couldn't let him die so I told them I didn't know what was wrong with him but he was hardly breathing, they rushed over as soon as they could.

They were quick but somehow it seemed so long, if that even makes sense. As they rushed through the door Kole turned his eyes to me. "Give up, love." He muttered, and then he closed his eyes.

How they got through that paparazzi I don't know but they took Kole, Kelly got a lift with them and seen as I wasn't family I wasn't allowed in the ambulance. I had to take Kelly's car.

Before I started the car, I sat for a few minutes contemplating my life. Should I even go to the hospital? I mean I was the cause of this right.
If he died right now. I was a Killer. If he survived then I almost killed him, how could he love a killer?