insecurities [3] | chapter thirteen

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 (Slow dancing in the dark • Joji) [Last part

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(Slow dancing in the dark • Joji)
[Last part....maybe. This chapter is filled with ☕️]
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"J, you have to talk to Y/N. It's been three months" Kiara asks, a bit worried.

"I told you kie, she refuses to talk to me." JJ says, rolling a blunt.

"maybe just call her"
Pope suggests. "do you think I haven't tried that? I've texted her, called her. I even go to her house sometimes. She still doesn't want to speak to me"

"'maybe if you and kie didn't kiss.."
John B. Mumbles, which makes sarah hit his arm lightly.

"I don't know why I kissed her! I love Y/N but we got caught up in the moment, you know?"

"JJ, that is the worst excuse I've ever heard in my sixteen years of living"

"alright you guys just shut your mouths" JJ snaps.

"I'll handle her, she just needs some time, alright?" JJ says, lighting his blunt.

"well looks like now is a fantastic time, she's outside riding her bike" Sarah says, looking out of a window.

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Y/N's point of view
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Sometimes bike rides are the only thing to stop overthinking. You
bop my head lightly to the music that was playing, forgetting about everything. School, tests.....JJ.

"Y/N wait up!" JJ calls, stopping your bike, which makes you fall.
"Jesus Y/N, are you alright." JJ says, helping you up. "I'm fine" You mumble, getting on your bike again. "Listen before you go can we talk?"
"what about"
"Us.."
"There isn't a us anymore JJ"
"Y/N it was a mistake.."

"Why is everyone saying that? It wasn't a mistake JJ. You love her, maybe more than you loved me"
"that's not true..."
"Really? how about all those times you ditched me, your fucking girlfriend, to hang out with kie, huh? How many times did you yell at me for simply asking to stay with me for the night? How many times did you flirt with kie in front of me, huh? Exactly my point, JJ." You snap.
"Did you kiss her more than one time?" you mumble. JJ didn't respond, in fact his face showed nothing but pure regret. "answer me!"
"yes"
"did you sleep with her?"
"yes...."
"did you-"
"Yes Y/N! I did it. You got to understand I was going through shit"

"and we couldn't go through shit together? you fucked my best friend because you were going through shit!"

"Y/N-"
"How long have this been going on?"
he hesitates. "Nine months" He answers.
"you love her, don't you? listen i'm not trying to be that bitch, but you loved her more than me didn't you?"
"Y/N-"
"you did, I fucking knew it. Don't ever call me again, don't text me, don't talk to me. Don't even fucking look at me" You snap, your eyes brimming with tears. You got onto your bike, driving off.

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