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(Lorde - Ribs)
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It's been months. Eight Long, heartbreaking, lonely fucking months. You hated him, well you wanted to hate him, but you couldn't. You couldn't hate him, you couldn't end the overwhelming, constant thoughts about him. You fucking hated it.
Getting over JJ was the hardest shit you've ever done. JJ crossed your mind continuously, though you despised yourself for it. You despised any thought of JJ. Any little fucking thought.
Life was fucked up for the eight dreadful months without JJ. You didn't step a foot out of your bedroom. You couldn't. You were just too fucking heartbroken.
Until an angel appeared. Rafe Cameron. It was a bit of a surprise seeing Rafe's true colors. It turned out, Rafe wasn't much of a dickhead. He was sweet, caring, kind. He loved you, no matter how shit your pouge life was. He was there whenever you needed him.
JJ? he didn't care to check up on you. It showed he didn't give a flying fuck on how you felt. He avoided you, he acted like you were nothing. Nobody. Like you were fucking invisible.
Saying you didn't miss him would be a complete lie. You still thought about him, though you were with Rafe. Sure, it was a bitch move but you couldn't help it. You weren't over JJ, and you were never going to be.
Your heart sunk seeing JJ with his girlfriend, his arms wrapped around her. Your eyes glared at the couple, jealousy taking over your body. You knew JJ wasn't happy with her, fuck he didn't even crack one smile. Yet, he was so blindly in love.
Your heart raced as JJ met his eyes with yours, a smile formed on his lips. You ignore the small interaction. As much as you loved him, he hurt you. He broke your heart.
Rafe wraps his arms around your shoulders, JJ staring at both of you discreetly. You excuse yourself, jumping up and grabbing a beer. ''So? You and Rafe are a thing huh?''
Your eyes meet his. His face beat up from you can only assume was his dad's fault. You ignore his comment, taking a swing from the cheap beer. ''So...you're still mad at me...'' JJ mumbles, rolling his cigarette. ''JJ..'' You mumble under your breath. ''I miss you, Y/N. I'm sorry for that night, I'm such a fucking douche.''
Tears sting your eyes. As much as you wanted to express your feelings, you couldn't. You didn't want to get hurt again. ''We shouldn't talk about this right n-''
''Y/N, please. Can we just pretend that night didn't happen? Can we go back to normal? As friends?''
''She said she doesn't want to talk'' The voice of Rafe Cameron speaks up.
''I don't remember asking you'' JJ eyes the brunette kook.
''Trust me, she doesn't want to talk to a filthy pouge''
''What the fuck did you just say to me?'' JJ asks, standing up from his seat. His face turns red of anger, pushing Rafe to the ground with full force. ''Knock it out, guys'' You yell, trying to get their undivided attention. The beach runs silent, nothing but soft mumbles and crickets could be heard. JJ throws punches, Rafe's face trickling with blood.
''JJ, cut it out!'' You yell.
''Fucking stop''
JJ doesn't seem to acknowledge the constant pleads, nor does Rafe. They continue to throw punches, both faces bruised and scarred. ''JJ fucking stop'' You pull JJ off, grabbing his attention. ''JJ what the fuck is wrong with you?'' You yell, your arms wrapping around Rafe. ''What is wrong with me? What is wrong with your psycho boyfriend?'' JJ yells in response, his face drizzled with blood. ''you're fucking pathetic....''
''What-''
''You're pathetic! I tell you I fucking love you, you tell me you don't feel the same and now you're jealous? fucking pathetic JJ, it really is'' You yell, looking deeply in JJ's eyes. ''Y/N..''
''I fucking hate you JJ, I really fucking hate you''
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anyways chile. Timmy and his new girl were found having sex in a pool today so- STAN LILY FOR CLEAR SKIN.
