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(Needy - Ariana Grande)
[I need nothing right now but cuddles from rudy.]
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You love JJ. You fucking love JJ with all of your heart. It was impossible to stop. You loved him too hard, and fuck. you can't stop thinking about him. Yet, he didn't love you. He didn't fucking love you, and he never will. He doesn't need you, right? You were nothing but a toy to him. You were useless until it came to sex and money. But, you gave it to him. Why? you were head over heels for JJ.
No matter how hard you tried to hate him, you knew you loved him. That love could never stop, ever. You tried being a decent girlfriend. You planned cute dates, you planned cute couple activities, such as watching Netflix together, cuddling and stuffing your faces with junk food. No matter what you planned, the answer was still ''I can't, busy'' or ''Not today, maybe next time?'' and lastly, the most commonly used one, a simple ''no''
Each time you tried to convince him, it was always ''you're always so fucking clingy'' You didn't know what you did wrong, but it hurt you. It hurt you know how much you love him, though he treated you like absolute shit. But you would do anything for him because you love him.
You couldn't help that you loved too hard. You couldn't help that you were passionate. You couldn't help that you were obsessive. You just needed to feel needed. But you didn't. In fact, you felt the opposite of need. You felt unwanted. You felt undesired.
You realized this wasn't your fault. It wasn't your doing. You didn't do shit but love him. But he didn't fucking love you, did he? You knew exactly what was happening, and your heart shattered. You saw it, and hell, you still fucking him. You were damaged. You were hurt. But you knew it was going to happen. You knew JJ would betray you. He avoided you. He cheated on you like you were fucking no one.
he cheated on you with someone you loved. Kiara Carrera. Your best friend. Your rock. She was collapsed on JJ's bed, her lips attached with his. Your body grew stiff as they jumped at your sudden presence. You didn't react. You didn't say a single word. Instead, you stood there, your heart in pieces.
