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(Heather - Conan Gray)
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[This chapter hurt to write. I hope you all like it! Chapter 3?]
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He went back with her. Who wouldn't? She's flawless. But fuck, she hurts him.
Your heart broke seeing JJ's sweater wrapped around her waist, his arms around her shoulder. You ought to despise her, but you couldn't. JJ loved her so much, maybe more than you. You wished you were her. You wished JJ loved you.
Your eyes watered, tears running down your cheeks. JJ showered her with kisses, peppering kisses down her jaw. Only if he knew how much you fucking loved him. Yet, you watched him. You watched his face turn red, his pupils growing larger as she walks by. You watched his smile grow larger each time he saw her. You watched as his emotes changed every fucking time she talked. Your heart ached each time he showered her with compliments each morning. ''Y/N, you okay?'' JJ asks, his blue eyes staring into yours. You snap into actuality, JJ's hand intertwined with hers. You nod in response.
''Need a ride home?'' JJ offers. ''Sure'' You smile, jumping up. His lips connect with hers, mumbling a sweet goodbye to each other while parting ways.
His arms wrap around your shoulders lovigly, leading you to the rusty Volkswagon. ''You alright? you seem out of it today'' JJ chuckles, opening the car door. You crawl into the passenger seat, your head leaning against the car door. ''Just tired'' You nod. ''Uh huh, lying isn't really your thing. Definitely stick with being a smartass'' JJ chuckles, the car moving slowly down the road. You roll your eyes playfully, whacking him gently. ''Anything on your mind lately?'' JJ mentions, his eyes completely focus on the road. You hesitate to respond. Yet, you had to tell him. You couldn't keep it in. You couldn't hold it in. You nod, your heart ready to explode. ''You know you can tell me anything, right?'' JJ says, leaning back into his seat. You pause for a moment, your mind racing with thoughts.
''JJ I-''
''JJ, I love you''
''Of course you love me, I love you too'' JJ chuckles, oblivious.
''JJ, you're not understanding me. I fucking love you, more than a friend J. I think about you constantly, and I can't help it. I can't live on knowing your together with some bitch who doesn't truly love you, JJ. I fucking can't'' You utter.
Silence fills the van. JJ opens his mouth slighty, which closes due to your lips attaching to his.
JJ pushes you off immediately, his cheeks red.
''What the fuck was that?'' JJ speaks.
''I'm sorry'' You mumble, looking at your worn out converse.
Silence fills the van once again, JJ pinching the bridge of his nose. A hand goes through his blonde locks, his eyes closed.
''JJ-''
''Y/N, we can't be together.''
''Why n-''
''Because I don't love you in that way, Y/N.''
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It physically hurt to write this a bit cliche but whatever
