My Truest Identity

Chapter 1:The Unexpected

There are set before you fire and water; to whichever you choose, stretch forth your hand. Before men are life and death, whichever he chooses shall be given him.
                       _Sirach 15:16-17

~~~~~~After 14 years~~~~~~

"Auntie Sunny, are you sure that the young lady will not get mad at us with all these preparations?" A young girl doubly asked a beautiful woman aged 50 plus who was busy decorating the mansion.
"Well, whether she will get mad or not we have to continue. It's her 18th birthday today, we can't just stand here and let the time pass. We have to do something special for her even though she has decided to forget this day." After Ms. Sunny told her those words, they suddenly heard heavy steps coming down from the marble stair. They started to rattle without knowing what to do first, they turned out like cats having caught stealing a fish.
"How dare you to enter my mansion and make a mess!" A cold and heartless lady irritatedly said and started to destroy the decorations.
" Ms. Princess, calm down. We just wanted to surprise you on your 18th birthday. It's been a long time that you've never celebrate it." The girl was trying to explain but she rejected it and in front of them, she threw the cake.
"BIRTHDAY! I've already told you to forget this day. I cursed the day I was born and how I wish hasn't existed. And you!" She turned to Ms. Sunny her ever-faithful nanny. "Get all this useless stuff out here and don't you dare to come back again. I DON'T NEED YOU AND NEVER WILL I!" Her painful words pierced her nanny's heart. In tears, the woman responded to her,
"I've never expected that you would turn out this way. Princess, it's been 14 years. Please don't bury yourself in anger. If your mom is here she will surely be sad to see you like this."
"Well, sad to say the UNEXPECTED happened. The little obedient Princess you once cared for and have known had died a long time ago and she will never come back. Who am I now in front of you is the sole truth. And God must be blamed for all!"
She shouted those words coldly and went back to her darkroom painted all over with black. A room where she used to lock herself in the daytime and when evening comes to a close she goes to bars, clubs, and other earthly places. There she spent her night and money with boys, alcohols, and whatsoever earthly allurements.

Who could imagine that the angelic and innocent little girl before is now living a vicious life? The world didn't only take her innocence away but it also possesses her, taking her joy and peace. It didn't only stop there it even enticed her to live a false life and forced her to wear all sorts of masks to hide her loneliness and fragility. 

Now she is completely misled and has lost her way to God. Like the prodigal son in Sacred Scripture so she is, the prodigal daughter of God. 

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Is it the end of her?
Will she be able to find her way
back to  God's loving and merciful arms?
What's the reason for her devilish transformation?

(A/N: Life is a choice. What you are living right now and how you live it either good or bad is the result of your everyday choices and decisions. If your life and everything else around turned into a mess, there's only one to blame for it. Not the other person around you and mostly not God. It's our very own selves .
God gave us intellect and free will to choose and determine what's right from wrong and good from evil.
Moreover, as weak and fragile human as we are there were times we've failed but that's not something to be hopeless for we have the power to change and fix our lives and our God who is above all is greater than our fears and failures. He can turn bad and useless things into something good and our painful and horrible experiences into the best version of ourselves.🥰
Don't lose hope!
And continue reading.😇
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