This takes place after POF. But months afterwards. Too short for my liking. No unsympathetic characters in this one!
Roman POV
I break another mirror. I'm lucky the the cuts from it were small. I feel a pull from Thomas. I grab my master list of ideas and rise up into Thomas's living room.
Thomas: Hi Roman! Are you ready to go over ideas?
Roman: Indeed I am Thomas. So my first idea is...Virgil POV
I don't really listen to what Princy is saying. After he does one of his dramatic movements a paper falls out of his hand and by my seat on the stairs.
I pick it up and read it because it might be a video idea.Ever trying
Ever failing
Ever fallingInto the depths of despair
Into a battle for which I did not prepare
Into emotions I do not feelLifted on to a small pedestal
Only growing smaller
Can only move a certain way
Only a few of my options are displayedEver touching
Ever smelling
Ever seeing
Ever hearing
Never feelingEmotions to uplift me
Emotions that inspire
Emotions that make a life worth livingMy insecurities blossom like flowers
My heart is racing 90 miles an hour
Mirrors I want to shatter
My head is swimming
Is this a life worth livingWoah. That's not what I expected it to say.
Roman POV
I trail off when I notice Virgil's face. Didn't think my ideas were that bad,
Roman:Virgil? What's wrong?
Virgil: Roman What is this?!
He flashes the paper. It's the poem. Oh no. Oh no oh no
Roman: That's nothing and I will talk to you later about it.Time skip
Roman: Virgil. Remember that mess last month with Janus.
Virgil: Yeah...
Roman:That's from that. I forgot to throw it away and left it on my desk. Then it got swept up with the papers I was using today. An uncommon mistake.
Virgil: Yeah makes sense.
Roman: See you later my in-chemically balanced romance!
I leave and go to my room. As soon as I get there I exhale.I was always a good actor.
I totally did not write the poem before the oneshot and was going to just publish it on its own. I'm good fahm.
And I don't plan on making a part two. How'd you like your first taste of angst and no comfort? Not gonna lie but I always enjoy a happy ending but not everyone gets one.Any requests?
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Mostly Roman Sanders oneshots{Requests open}
FanfictionI have a lot of Roman angst. I'll write almost any request. I'm writing here til I have to get a new oneshot book.