Madness (hunhanff)

Chapter 28

AN// HAPPY NEW YEAR TO SOME OF YOU! LOL ITS STILL 2014 WHERE I LIVE, STILL HAVE ABOUT AN HOUR LEFT:)

Also this chapter is going to be really sexual so read with caution! I know I already did a warning a while ago but this is just a friendly reminder that this book is going to have a lot of sexual content etc. Hope you like the chapter;) -Meg

"Sehun." I groan as his hands begin to undo my belt. I'm not sure what to think, I'm more than embarrassed about my body and I don't know whether or not I want him to do this. I mean, of course I want him to but I feel so shy and nervous around him.

"Hush." He breaths into my ear knowing I'm planning to stop him, "why are you so embarrassed, Lulu? You have nothing to be ashamed of." He says trying to calm my racing heart.

"I-I don't know, you make me so nervous." I say shyly as I cover my face with my hands.

"Come on." He says turning the flame off the water and pulls me along with him.

He shut the blinds in my room making it almost pitch black except for the small rays of light coming from underneath the door. He pushes me onto the bed making the two of us laugh a little as he climbs up next to me and presses his smooth, soft lips against mine. "We don't have to if you aren't ready, Lulu." He says stopping.

"You're treating me like a teenage girl who hasn't lost her virginity." I say making us laugh again.

"I wouldn't treat you like one if you didn't act like one." He sasses.

"I'm not acting like a teenage girl!" I say defending myself.

"Then let go of you pants, Luhan." He chuckles.

I hadn't realized that I had been holding tightly on to my pants keeping them up.

I let go of them quickly, and actually pull them off trying to show him that I'm not shy or anything, even though on the inside I'm shaking and sweating, not because I'm scared but shy, why am I so fucking shy at times like this? "What about your boxers?" He smirks at me making my face turn red.

"You really are a piece of work." I groan and move myself on top of him, five minutes won't hurt, I just need to control myself, I know I shouldn't at all but a few minutes won't hurt..

I feel myself relax slightly, this is like a drug to me, it makes me high to do this but I have to keep myself from overdosing on it."I can be a really bad boy when I want to be, hyung." I whisper into his ear as I suck on the smooth skin of his neck like he had done to me.

Sehun's POV:

I can't figure out what has happened to the sweet, innocent, little boy named Luhan. Right now he seems like someone else, but I like this other person just as much. This side is dirty, inappropriate, crazy, sexy, and all of these other things that I could continue to name forever. He doesn't seem shy or nervous, he isn't embarrassed or scared, and he really isn't scared of saying whatever comes to his mind.

This is his other side, the side that is kept behind a big brick wall but sometimes manages to break through and show itself, leaving me speechless.

"Luhan." I say angrily as he continues to taunt me.

His hand continues to rub me over my boxers, pleasing me, but not enough. He somehow got me pinned to the bed, unable to move my arms or legs as he continues to tease me, making me go mad.

"Stop toying with me, Luhan." I growl as I struggle to get out of his hold.

"This isn't toying with you, I can show you what it is like for me to toy with you, hyung." He says slowly as his fingers play with the seam of my boxer briefs, just barely dipping under the material making me go crazy for his touch.

His hand that was holding mine above my head let go but I find myself unable to move them while his soft hands move down my stomach. They slowly begin to pull off the last article of clothing from my body and lets it fall to the floor with the rest.

His tongue runs over the tip of my cock making my head fall back as I moan out of frustration and pleasure.

"Please." I find myself begging him to wrap his swollen, pink, lips around me.

"This reminds me of the other night, when I was begging you to touch me, and you wouldn't no matter how much I begged you." He smirks at me.

"That was different! You were half asleep and I wanted you to be awake for it." I feel like a bomb ready to explode but I don't have a match to light myself, Luhan is my match.

"Was it now? Well why don't we drop the whole situation then." He says moving back down, running his tongue over my length before stopping again."What're you gonna do for me? Since you tortured me and I'm not gonna do the same thing to you." He smiles a devilish smile at me making me find myself whining for him to continue.

"You are torturing me!" I groan trying to move but can't.

"Not torturing, toying." He smirks at me.

"Please, Luhan, I'll do anything." I feel so needy, like a little kid asking their parent for money to get a candy bar, you know they are going to give you the money but they continue giving you jobs to do to pay them back for the money.

"Ok." He simply says before his tongue glides up my length and his lips wrap around me. I moan in pleasure as his skilled mouth moves up and down my shaft, he looks up at me, his eyes are dark(from the lack of light) but he looks so erotic and sexy I can't stand it.

I gain control of my body again and my hands quickly fly down to tangle in his dark red hair as his head moves up and down making me moan and groan his name repetitively. My back falls against the bed and I shut my eyes as I come into his warm mouth, my vision momentarily get blurry and my body goes stiff making me moan his name.

Luhan's POV:

I go out into the kitchen while I give Sehun a minute to pull himself together and to pull myself back together. I know I shouldn't have done what I did, it did help a lot with my nerves but it can be risky sometimes.

I look at my reflection on the microwave and quickly rub my eyes trying to get them back to their normal shade of brown and fix my ruffled up hair trying to smooth it back down. I turn the flame back on the pot of water and try to make it boil faster so I can put the macaroni in, I'm actually really hungry right now.

I impatiently wait for the macaroni to cook and I'm kind of surprised Sehun hasn't come out yet. Maybe he fell asleep or something.

I finish making the macaroni and cheese and grab a bowl of it before going to peek my head in my bedroom door to see if he fell asleep or not. I put a spoonful of the food into my mouth before the door opens and I'm greeted by Sehun's lips pressing into mine.

"Uh, dinners ready." I say trying to keep the food in my mouth making him chuckle lightly.

"Why do you have to be so cute?" He says softly to himself as he walks to the kitchen, I don't know if he mean't for me to hear that or not, but I like how he said it. He didn't say it like how most people do, thinking I am "little kid" kind of cute, but a different one that I haven't heard before, and I like it.

*edited 7/2/15*