Madness (hunhanff)

Chapter 38

"You should put some ice on your cheek, it's turning purple." Sehun says as we walk into a small dinner.

"I will later." I say as he continues to inspect my cheek.

Once we are seated I start thinking about how and what I should tell him. "Sehun, thank you for taking care of my body, that last week I was there." I say softly, not liking the memories that follows.

"What was up with that, Luhan? You were like a creepy zombie or something." He asks.

"I'll tell you that when we get back to the hotel. I have to tell you a lot of things before we leave." I sigh, knowing that it could possibly change his mind about leaving with me.

I have to tell him everything, tell him what the scars mean, show him my tattoos, tell him about me killing Jenn and Jack, everything. I can't live a lie any longer.

"Ok, what can you tell me right now?" He says as the waitress comes to take out order.

"Well, I'm sorry about everything that's happened over the last few days."

"Few days? It's been months, I still don't believe you are actually here." He says looking down at his hands.

"How can I prove to you that I'm here?"
I can't seem to find anything to talk about durning lunch and Sehun spend the whole time staring at me like I've grown two heads.

I try to eat quickly so we can get back to the hotel sooner so I can talk to him. He just stares at me while I eat my food before calling the waitress to give us our check.

She goes really slow and takes her time, making me sort of irritated while I impatiently wait. Once we leave I don't hesitate to pull him back him the hotel and have him sit down on the bed while I pace back and forth thinking about where I should start.

"Luhan," he says softly making me stop pacing.

"What?"

"Will you slap me?" He says in a serious tone.

"What? Is that some new kinky thing you have going on now?" I joke making him chuckle softly.

"No, this just doesn't seem real. I watched you die, Luhan." He says not looking me in the eyes.

"Sehun," I say moving between his legs. "It wasn't me, I'm right here, standing in front of you. How can I not be here, Sehun? If I'm not real then how am I touching you?" I say as I put my hand over his.

His hands wrap around my waist and pull me to him and he buries his face into my chest. I wrap my arms around his shoulders and slowly run my fingers trough his messy hair.

"What happened after you got off the Ferris wheel?" He says quietly into my shirt.

"Ugh," I sigh before beginning the long story. "So, this girl I used to mess around with-"

"What?" He says as his head shoots up to look at me.

"I told you, you were the first guy I've ever been with," I state before continuing. "I had locked her away somewhere, and I'll get to that in a minute because it makes me sound like a creep. But she got out and she was very happy about it. My stepdad sent her to kill me, and she and a few other people I hung around were all there to get me and bring me back to my stepdad.

Jenn has this.. power, and all it takes is one touch and it starts to infect you. She cuts a small line in your body and a parasite gets into you takes control of you.

The last thing I can remember is her grabbing me and I blacked out. When I opened my eyes again I was in my room, and I was choking you." I say getting quieter.