Madness (hunhanff)

Chapter 33

I walk over to the front door and shut and lock it before going over to Luhan's bedroom door which is now closed. I slowly open it and steam from the shower immediately pushes past me and into the rest of the apartment. I go over to the windows by his bed and quickly crack them open to get some of the steam out before walking over to the shower. There is still broken glass covering the ground so I pick up the bigger pieces before throwing them away and getting paper towels and 409 spray and wiping up the rest of the mess.

I peek my head into the shower and see Luhan sitting on the floor of the shower, fully clothed, with the hot water hitting him. His legs are pressed against his chest with his arms wrapped around them with his head resting on his legs.

I hear him sniff softly before looking up at me weakly then hiding his head in his arms again. "Did I do that? To your neck?" He asks.

I don't answer him because I know it wasn't him who did it exactly, technically it was but I don't think it was actually him inside. Someone else was controlling him.

I get into the shower and sit down next to him not caring about getting my clothes wet. I wrap one of my arms around his body and pull him to my chest and softly rub his back.

No matter what he did, or what he will do, I will always end up coming back to him. I love him, I can't change that even if I wanted to, I've fallen for him, and hard.

"I love you, Sehun." He says making a smile grow on my face.

"I love you, Luhan." I say resting my head on his.

I take one of his hands at a time and carefully wash the blood off of them before doing the same with his head. I take his white shirt off of him before getting out and putting it in the trash before changing into dry pajamas and getting a pair for him as well.

I go back to the shower and turn the water off and pretty much pick him up out of the shower and rid him of his soaking wet clothes before wrapping a towel around him. He seems almost traumatized by this whole event, he seems to just be off in that other world in his mind leaving me with this zombie. I dry him off and help him into fresh clothes before bringing him to his bed and putting him in it.

His eyes stay off of me, as if he was afraid to look at me. I don't know why I'm not afraid of him but I'm just not, I know he would never do anything like that to me, I just don't know where he is right now. I look over at the clock at it says 3:49 A.M.

I pull the blankets over him before shutting off the lights and going out to the living room. I turn the heat up a little before getting a blanket and going over to the couch to laying down. It takes me a few minutes to fall asleep and it isn't even a deep sleep. I wake up at the slightest sound and look around seeing if it is him but it never is, I'm just being paranoid.

I get probably around three hours of sleep before having to get up for work. I sit at the edge of the couch for a minute and rub my face with my hands before getting up and going to check on Luhan.

When I open the door the bed is empty and my eyes quickly scan the room looking for him and find him sitting on the floor. His legs are crossed with his hands resting on them and he is looking straight forward. What is going on with him?

I slowly walk over to him before kneeling down in front of him and putting my hand under his chin forcing him to look at me. "Have you been up all night?" I say looking at the dark circles under his eyes.

His eyes continue to stare forward at the wall making me sigh in frustration.

"What happened last night?"

He doesn't respond, he just sits there looking at me. "Luhan, tell me." I say but still nothing comes out of his mouth.

I stand up from bending down next to him before going to the dresser and getting my uniform and leaving the room. I quickly change into my uniform and going back into the room.

"Be ready to tell me after work," I snap before leaving out to my car.

When I get to work I go tell Mr. Wu that Luhan isn't going to be coming in today for work. I'm so grateful to have such an understanding boss.

"Sehun, are you alright?" Xiumin asks as I walk out to the valet and stand next to him.

"Mhmm," I say as I watch for cars to come in. It usually is kinda slow in the mornings and I'm slightly thankful for it.

"I can tell something is wrong, Sehun, do you want to talk about it?" He tells me.

"No, not really. It's just something happened last night, with Luhan. I don't really even know what happened but he isn't telling me about what happened and it's making me mad." I don't like sharing my problems with people, I feel like I am being a burden to them but Xiumin always is a good listener and somehow always gets me to tell him whatever is bugging me.

"Why isn't he talking?"

"That's the thing, I don't know. We went to the carnival last night and all this weird stuff happened and he told me to go and meet him back at his apartment and when he finally got there he was a drunken mess. His hands and head were bleeding and he was just soaked in blood and I don't think it was all just his honestly."

"Did you see where he went after you left?" He says with wide eyes.

"No, he just disappeared. He got himself into the shower and then I helped him get into his bed," I say leaving out a few parts, "when I got up this morning I went to check on him and he was sitting in the corner of his room staring at the wall."

"Did he tell you anything?"

"No, and he didn't sleep at all night which worries me. I left him there because I didn't know what I could do to help him." I admit. "He just won't talk to me about it but I am going to make him when I get home."

AN// I could not wait any longer to post this chapter! lol, I really hope you guys like this chapter and will like the upcoming chapters so tell me what you think!(: -Meg