Madness (hunhanff)

Chapter 61

AN// WOW! There's only around six chapters left of my first book!! I hope you all have loved it so much and it's not my best work but I really hope you've loved it!!(: -Meg

"No, he didn't-" I say to myself as I look around and find myself in my old house.

Anger builds though my whole body as I realize what he's done. I look at my phone at see what time it is.

No, this was the day he texted me, the day I almost took my life.

I look up at the noose above me and my stomach drops. What was I thinking?

"Fuck!" I yell pulling it down before anyone sees it an leave my room.

My legs feel weak as I hurry down the hall. "Sehun?" A voice booms making me stop in my tracks.

"What?" I snap as I turn around to see my younger sister behind me.

"Where are you going so early?"

"That's none of your fucking business." I growl before turning and hurrying down my steps to my car.

I back out of the drive way and speed down the road hoping to catch Luhan while he is still at the hotel in Taipei.

I got honked at and flipped off by numerous amounts of people but I couldn't care less.

When I get to the hotel I hurry in and take the stairs up to the floor he was on. I run to his room before banging on his door hoping he's still here.

I continue banging on it until a short, old man answers it and yells at me, wondering why I was banging on his door.

"Where's Luhan? Is he in here? Who are you?"

"I could ask you the same thing, son. I don't know who you are talking about, I have been in this room for two weeks, no one else is here." He tells me before shutting the door.

Where the hell is he?

I get back into my car and slam my hands against the wheel trying to let out my anger but it doesn't help at all.

I back out of my parking space, almost hitting another car, and start driving back, unsure what I should do.

I grip the wheel so tightly that my knuckles turn white and begin hurting. "What the fuck, Luhan!" I yell in my car as I cover my face with my hands while is sit at the red light.

Cars behind me start honking startling me and I notice the light turned green and sigh and go forward.

Shit, shit, fucking shit, fucking Luhan, fucking life, fucking Luhan!

When I get home it is seven in the morning and I'm pissed the fuck off. "Sehun hyung! What's wrong?" I hear as I walk to the front door and see my group of friends standing in front of it.

"What are you guys doing here?"

"We came to get you for work, like usual." Tao laughs.

"Why are your eyes so red? Have you been crying?" Xiumin asks me as he takes a step towards me.

I sigh and look down unsure what I should say, they still think Luhan's dead. "No, I've just had a long night."

"Sehun, it's been five months, you need to move on. We want you to be happy again-" Kai says but I hold my hand up to stop him.

"You have no idea, I'm not coming to work today."

"Sehun-"

"Just leave me, please. I just need a little space right now." I say pushing past them and going into my house.