I Won't Let You Go

Chapter 41

Two Days Later
4 am

Two days have passed and it was now 4 am. Agnetha and Björn were sound asleep and as a part of agreement they made with Linda and Jens, they were feeding Kaylee and Danielle, who were both really fussy, with milk that Agnetha pumped beforehand. Since they were born, both girls haven't really spent time with Agnetha since it mostly has been Björn, Linda, Christian, Jens, Isabelle, and the grandkids to some extent who have been dealing with them. It was almost like she didn't want to be around the babies, which was sad because exactly the year before Agnetha had broke down in tears and tearfully told Björn that she would've liked more babies with him but it was impossible.

And now that they managed to have babies together, it's almost like the babies are non existent to her and it was really sad to watch. The babies needed their mother, which made perfect sense as Danielle and Kaylee are newborn babies, yet alone preemies. Agnetha is still recovering from her c-section as well as her kidnapping several months earlier and she's happy that Kaylee and Danielle have brought joy back into her life but if anyone has to be honest, Agnetha is starting to get depressed again and this is the big reason why she hasn't been spending time with her girls who need her the most.

Linda and Jens continued to feed Danielle and Kaylee, with Linda feeding Danielle and Jens feeding Kaylee. And while both babies were still very fussy, Kaylee managed to calm down quickly since Jens was giving her milk. But that didn't stop Kaylee from wanting her mother's attention, along with Danielle who wasn't afraid to speak up about it. And it almost felt like their personalities had switched since Kaylee was the more loud and outgoing one and Danielle was the more shy and reserved one. Danielle began to cry as a result.

"Shhh...it's ok Danielle," Linda whispered reassuringly. "I know you want Mama but we have to let her sleep."

Danielle quieted down as Linda burped her but she was still whimpering so she hummed a quiet tune as she rubbed Danielle's tummy while she and Jens also gave Kaylee attention as well. Once the babies fell back asleep, Linda and Jens headed back into their room. And boy were they concerned. They were concerned about Agnetha to be more specific. Linda and Jens, along with Björn and Christian, to be more specific were concerned that in addition to showing signs of PTSD, she was also showing signs of postpartum depression. They vowed to talk with Agnetha the next day about it.

A few hours had passed and now it was 8 am. The babies woke up wanting to be fed once again as Agnetha and Björn themselves started waking up. Björn was confident that Agnetha was going to go and pick up the babies herself but after a few minutes of hearing their babies cry some more, Björn knew right there and then that he had to take control as usual.

"UGH! FOR FUCK'S SAKE, I'LL GET THEM!" Björn exclaimed angrily as he got out of bed.

Agnetha immediately became emotional upon hearing Björn angrily grumble about having to tend to Kaylee and Danielle himself. She knew that the one reason why they waited so long until somebody came for the babies was because Björn was hoping for Agnetha to actually go over to the nursery and pick the girls up from their bassinets so they can be fed, but to no avail. She began to cry silently as a result but quickly hid her tears as she saw Björn walking back into their bedroom with the two babies in tow. But this didn't stop her from feeling very emotional as Björn handed her Kaylee.

Agnetha quietly breastfed Kaylee while struggling to control her emotions. Björn, on the other hand, felt guilty for yelling at Agnetha but she needed to spend more time with Kaylee and with Danielle. When Kaylee was finished, Björn handed her Danielle while he burped Kaylee. He knew he had to do something drastic with Agnetha sooner than later as she had been showing signs of postpartum depression in addition to her PTSD since he and Agnetha brought Kaylee and Danielle home from the hospital. Something had to be done about this.